Bildungsromans; First loves -- Juvenile fiction; Saint Louis (Mo.) -- History -- Juvenile fiction
And—Barbe? He was much interested in her and had a secret sympathy with
her. Her eyes had confessed to him that her marriage had not been
satisfactory. If he stood quite alone, perhaps that might be the ending
presently, but it was no plan of his now, no desire, even.
Ah, Renée, you did not know what an unconscious rival you were! Barbe
understood the situation much better, but she had a woman’s wisdom.
It had all passed through his mind like a flash.
“My little dear,” he said, toying with the soft hair, “set your heart at
rest. I had not thought of marrying Barbe. And I could never give you
up.”
“But—if you were going to be happier——”
“I am quite an old fellow now. I like my own way. A smoke in the chimney
corner is my delight, and a little girl who sits there weaving pictures
and adventures in the blaze. I am happy enough.”
Her heart gave a great bound. How could she help delighting in the
confession! But that was selfish again. She would hold this exquisite
pleasure on sufferance.
“Yes, I am happy enough at present. But I should like my little girl to
marry some one who could be a son to me in my old age, who would not
want to take her away, and we would keep step together when we turned
the summit of the hill and were going down the decline. Only I shall
have to sit on the top a good while waiting for you, there are so many
years between.”
There was almost a merry sound in his voice.
“And now is the unhappiness all gone?” pressing her fondly to his side.
“There is the shame and regret for naughtiness. Have I troubled you a
good deal?” in a repentant tone.
“It would have been worse if you were really ill.”
“I almost made myself so. I did not think that it might cause you
anxiety. You see, I was only considering myself and heaping up sorrow
where there was no real sorrow.”
“But you will not do it any more?”
“No, not any more,” she answered, with exquisite tenderness.
“And now shall we go in? What do you suppose Mère Lunde will say? And
see, it is quite dark. There are two stars.”
All above them was the vault of deepest blue, resting on the tree-tops
or the vague, far distance where all was indistinguishable. The river
lapped along, some night birds gave a shrill cry, and far off a
whippoorwill was repeating his mournful lay.
“Come.” He lifted her up in his strong arms and swung her around. The
door stood wide open, framing in a vivid picture of the hearth fire, the
big empty chair, Mère Lunde bending over some cookery. Every year her
shoulders grew more round and her head was almost hidden between them.
Renée seemed to herself like one in a dream. She would not exult in this
new possessorship. She would keep meek and lowly, remembering her
indulgence in sinful feelings, her doubt and distrust.
“What has kept you so?” cried Mère Lunde. “The fish has dried to a
crisp. And one never knows. It may be Indians or wild animals——”
“Nothing worse than sitting in the arbor, talking.”
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