Bildungsromans; First loves -- Juvenile fiction; Saint Louis (Mo.) -- History -- Juvenile fiction
“But you need not. We have planned that. I will be a son to him in all
his declining years. No, you need never be separated.”
“Then you will stay!” exultingly. If she could once conquer she would be
generous and consent afterward. Did not love yield everything?
“I _must_ go. We three will go.” His breath came in a gasp, his eyes
deepened with fervor, he caught both her hands; he could have clasped
her in his arms in a transport of rapture. Only—she stood up so straight
and resolute.
“So you have planned all this!” she cried in a passion that had a pang
for her as well as him. “And I am not anywhere. It makes no difference
what I want. I am like any bale of merchandise tossed from one to the
other. That is all a woman is worth! But you will find I am not to be
bandied about.”
She had lashed her emotion into tears, and pulled away her hands with an
impatient gesture.
“Heaven above knows what you are worth to both of us. No one will ever
love you more truly, more devotedly.”
Renée de Longueville fled swiftly away.
CHAPTER XX
WHEN A WOMAN WILL
“What ails the child?” inquired Mère Lunde. “She has not been like
herself the last fortnight. And now she is in there, crying as if her
heart would break. It is all that André Valbonais, I know. Why does he
not marry her and be done with it?”
“But if she will not?” Gaspard Denys shrugged his shoulders and drew his
brow into a frown.
“In my time a man knew how to make a woman say yes. And a woman knew
when she was going to get a good husband, which is of the Lord. Gaspard
Denys, you have spoiled her!”
Yes, he had spoiled her. A man did not know how to bring up a girl. But
she was so sweet in all her wilfulness, so loving in spite of little
tempers and authoritative ways, so dear to him, that if she had wanted
to walk over his body with her dainty feet he could hardly have refused
her. He went into her room and took her in his arms.
“You are too good to me!” she cried presently. “And I am a miserable,
hateful, quarrelsome, selfish little thing, wanting my own way and then
not happy or satisfied with it. Oh, how will you endure me years and
years, getting queerer as I grow old! For now we will have to live here
together always. I have sent André away. Oh, will you care?”
There was no use arguing. She had cried herself into an unreasonable
passion. She had had her way. How much of it was regret? None of it was
satisfaction.
“Well, dear, then we must get along,” and his tone had a tranquillizing
cheerfulness in it. “There is no one I would like as well for a son——”
“But you do not want to go to that wretched New Orleans?” in a tone of
incredulity.
She raised her head from his shoulder. Her swollen eyes and tear-stained
face melted his heart.
“You know we were going some time. It is well worth seeing. But we do
not need to take André.”
“Yet you like him so,” with her old waywardness.
“Yes. And I am sorry you do not.”
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