A Little Journey in the WorldWarner, Charles Dudley
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A Little Journey in the World
Warner, Charles Dudley
American fiction -- 19th century
There was a passage in the letter which she did not show; not that it
was unfeeling, she told my wife afterwards, but that it exhibited a
worldly-mindedness that she could not have conceived of in Margaret.
She could bear separation from the girl on whom she had bestowed her
tenderest affection, that she had schooled herself to expect upon
her marriage--that, indeed, was only a part of her life of willing
self-sacrifice--their paths must lie apart, and she could hope to see
little of her. But what she could not bear was the separation in spirit,
the wrenching apart of sympathy, the loss of her heart, and the thought
of her going farther and farther away into that world whose cynical
and materialistic view of life made her shudder. I think there are few
tragedies in life comparable to this to a sensitive, trusting soul--not
death itself, with its gracious healing and oblivion and pathos. Family
quarrels have something sustaining in them, something of a sense of
wrong and even indignation to keep up the spirits. There was no family
quarrel here, no indignation, just simple, helpless grief and sense of
loss. In one sense it seemed to the gentle spinster that her own life
was ended, she had lived so in this girl--ever since she came to her
a child, in long curls and short frocks, the sweetest, most trustful,
mischievous, affectionate thing. These two then never had had any
secrets, never any pleasure, never any griefs they did not share. She
had seen the child's mind unfold, the girl's grace and intelligence, the
woman's character. Oh, Margaret, she cried, to herself, if you only knew
what you are to me!
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