City and town life -- Fiction; Urban poor -- Fiction
"Curse God and die," seemed hissed in his ears; and Jared started and
roused himself. He had read and heard of men being tempted into
rebellion against their Maker; he had known of those who, in their
despair, had been seized by some horrible impulse which had led them to
rush headlong into the presence of the Judge--men rich in this world's
goods, high in the opinion of their fellows--men to whom high honours
had been awarded in the temple of fame,--and yet unaccountably attacked
by that dread horror which so often tempts the wretched prisoner to
shorten the term of his punishment. Might not this be akin? Was not
this some temptation? Oh! that wandering imagination--that too faithful
mirror! Jared shuddered as in it he pictured more than one fearful
termination of his career, and saw his wretched wife upon her knees
beside something--something against which he closed his eyes, and upon
whose horrors he dared not gaze.
Yes, this was some such temptation; but he was a man who could defy it;
and starting forward, he seized two or three stops on either side of the
instrument, and dragged them out, before running his fingers rapidly
along the keys; but the next instant he paused and shuddered, for in
place of the organ's swelling tones came the low dull rattling bone-like
sound of the keys, to rise and fall and go floating through the silent
nave of the old church in a strangely weird, dumb cadence.
He gazed before him into his mirror, but it was a black depth, which
gave but one reflection--his own ghastly face. Again he leaned forward
and swept his fingers over the keys, as if engaged in playing one of his
favourite voluntaries; but he ran through only a few lines, for the low
soft rattle again floated through the church, and then he shuddered as
he drew back his hands, for the scrap of candle in the sconce fell
through, darting up one sharp blue flame, by whose rays the keys of the
instrument seemed to grin at him like the teeth of some huge monster.
Then all was silence and gloom, suited to his morbid imaginings, and the
visions seemed to float before him once more in the mirror--old dreams--
new dreams--old dreams with fresh incidents--dreams of his brother,
mocking and jeering at his poverty, and in his prosperity ever crushing
him down--dreams of misery--dreams of happiness, wooing and wedding, and
joy-bells clashing out jubilant and merry--dreams--dreams--dreams
pictured in the depths of that old mirror, and then darkness--a blank.
Cold and shuddering, he started up, for it seemed that a cold breath of
air passed across his brow; then he was listening to a noise as of a
closing door; then there was the soft pat as of footsteps--a rustling--
the creak of a pew-door turning upon its hinges; and slowly turning his
head, Jared Pellet sat with dilated eyes, there in the darkness and
silence of the old church--listening.
Volume 3, Chapter XI.
"WAS IT GHOSTLY?"
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