City and town life -- Fiction; Urban poor -- Fiction
"Never, ma'am, never," said Tim. "She has opened a gulf between us,
ma'am, that there would be no bridging over--authority for saying so.
I'm now, ma'am, what I ought always to have been since my poor wife was
taken from me--a widower, and I mean to keep so. No, ma'am, I'm not
sorry she's gone; for though a wonderful woman, ma'am, a most
strong-minded woman, ma'am, she was not happy in her ways; and since she
has left me, I've been thinking things over, and seeing them a little
clearer than I used to, and I'm afraid I didn't do my duty by some one
who is passed away and gone. But I'm sorry, sir and ma'am, and what
more can I say? being only a weak man, and thinking I was doing all for
the best; though I don't mind saying to you, sir, that what some one
else said was quite right: Mrs Ruggles did marry me. But it's all over
now, sir: she has gone, and I didn't strike her, sir; for I never should
have forgiven myself if I'd struck a woman, bad as she might be."
"Well," said Jared, kindly; "and now suppose we say, let all this be
forgotten, and sit down."
"No, sir, not yet," said Tim, "not yet. I'm not done, sir, I've
something else to tell you, but perhaps it would be best that Miss Patty
should not stay, and you can tell her yourselves afterwards."
Patty rose and left the room.
"You see," said Tim, "I had a visit only yesterday from a decent-looking
lady who came with a little quiet knock; and at first I thought she was
making a mistake and had come to the wrong room. But no, she knew me
well enough, though I did not remember her pale worn face for a minute,
until I knew her all at once as little Pine's mother, when, ma'am, I
could have run away if I'd had a chance. It did seem so hard to tell
her, when she came almost in a threatening way like to ask me for her
child, and when I told her it was dead and gone, it was heartbreaking to
see how she took on, and said I'd killed it at first; but the next
moment she turned wild and strange, and said the child was not dead, but
that I had joined with Mr Richard Pellet to keep her little one from
her. And then I was quite frightened, for she told me she was mad, and
that she was Mrs Richard Pellet, and that little Pine was her own dear
child; and what with wondering whether what she said was true, and
puzzling how it could be that my darling was yours too, I got wuzzled;
but I told her all I could, and begged of her to listen, but the poor
thing seemed quite frantic with her sorrow, and I had to let her go,
believing me a cheat and a liar, and that I had been cruel to poor
little Pine.
"But there," said Tim, after a pause, "I could only pity her, poor
thing, and hope that Time would make all things come right, as I hope he
will, sir. But he seems a terrible long while about it, and I'm afraid
it won't be in my day; at least I can't seem to see it."
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