He recalled to mind every detail of the only conversation in which
Larcher might have discovered his nascent feelings for Suzanne. He saw
himself once more in Claude's rooms in the Rue de Varenne, with the
manuscripts and proofs strewn about, and the writer's face looking livid
in the greenish light of the stained-glass windows. He saw the sceptical
smile flit across that face whilst the sarcastic lips uttered the words:
'So you are not in love with her!' Borne on the same wave of memory came
other visions connected with the last. He heard Suzanne's voice saying
on the occasion of his third visit: 'Your friend M. Larcher--I am sure
he doesn't like me.' Had she not expressed her distrust of him only that
morning? Her suspicions had, indeed, been only too well justified. And
then if he had only contented himself with coupling her name with his,
René's. But he had even dared to make this other vile accusation--that
she was kept by Desforges! Not that René harboured the least shadow of
a suspicion against his divine mistress--it was not that which maddened
him--but the knowledge that Colette had not lied in claiming to have
heard this infamous thing from Larcher. If Larcher repeated it, he must
have got it from some one else. And if Suzanne had insisted, as she had
twice done, upon being told how Claude spoke of her, it was because she
knew she was exposed to the insult of this abominable calumny.
René remembered the old beau whom he had once met at her house, with
his military bearing, his red, bloated face, and his grey hair. And then
he saw her as she had looked only that morning, so fair, so white, so
dainty--with her pale blue eyes and that peculiar air of refinement that
lent an almost ideal charm to her most passionate embraces. Was it
possible that such vile calumnies could have been spread concerning this
woman! 'People are too horribly wicked!' exclaimed René aloud. 'And as
for Claude----' His affection for him had been so sincere, and it was
this man, his dearest friend, who had spoken of Suzanne in such a
shameless manner, like a blackguard and a traitor. What a contrast with
the poor angel thus insulted, who, knowing it, had taken no further
revenge than to say, 'I have forgiven him!' On every other occasion when
she had spoken of Claude it had been to admire him for his talents and
to pity him for his faults. Another phrase of Suzanne's suddenly struck
him. 'That is no reason why he should revenge himself by forcing his
attentions upon any woman chance throws in his way. I got quite angry
one day when he was seated next to me at table.' 'That is the reason!'
said the poet to himself with returning anger; 'he has paid her
attentions which she has repelled, and so he slanders her. It is too
disgusting!'
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