'Vincy, do not tempt me. You are only a child, and it is my duty to
think for both of us. Come, come! Listen, René--I know all. Do you
understand? All--yes, all. I arrived yesterday. Your sister told me that
you were angry with me, and a good many other things that opened my
eyes. Your silence had frightened me. I thought that you had betrayed me
with Colette. Fool that she is! Fortunately she hadn't the sense to
guess that there was my vulnerable point. On leaving here I went to her
house. I found her alone. She told me what she had done--what she had
told you, and gloried in it, the hussy. Then I did what was right.' Here
he began to march up and down the room, absorbed in recollections of the
scene he described and almost oblivious of the poet's presence. 'I beat
her--beat her like a madman. It did me good. I flung her to the ground
and rained blow upon blow until she cried "Mercy! mercy!" I could have
killed her--and taken a delight in it. How beautiful she looked, too,
with her hair all tumbling about and her dress hanging in shreds where I
had torn it from her snowy shoulders. Then she grovelled at my feet, but
I was relentless, and left the house. She can show the marks on her body
to her next lover if she likes, and tell him from whom she got them. How
it relieves one to be a brute sometimes!' Then, suddenly stopping before
René, he said, 'And all because she had touched you. Yes or no,' he
cried, in his same angry tone, 'is it on account of what this jade told
you that you are angry with me?'
'It is on that account,' replied René coldly.
'Very well,' said Claude, taking a seat, 'then we can talk. There must
be no misunderstanding this time, so I shall be as plain as I possibly
can. If I understand rightly, this wretch of a girl has told you two
things. Let us proceed in order. This is the first--that I told her you
were intimate with Madame Moraines. Excuse me,' he added, as the poet
made a gesture. 'Between us two, in a matter affecting our friendship, I
don't care a rap for the conventionalities that forbid us to mention a
woman's name. I am not conventional myself, and so I mention her. Infamy
number one. Colette told you a lie. This was exactly what I had said to
her--I recollect the words as though it were yesterday, and regretted
them before they had left my mouth--"I think poor René is falling in
love with Madame Moraines." The only thing I went by was your
embarrassed manner when mentioning her to me. But Colette had seen you
sitting next to her at supper and paying her great attention. We had
joked about the matter--as people will joke about these things--without
attaching much importance to it. At least, I didn't--but all that's
nothing. You were my friend. Your feeling might have been a serious
one--it was, as it happened. I was wrong, and I frankly apologise in
spite of the insult which, on the word of this vile drab, you have just
offered me--me, your best and oldest friend!'
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