That was all. One word more and he would have compromised his dignity.
One word less and Suzanne might have believed him her dupe. She felt
deeply grateful for the consideration with which he had treated her--the
more so since that consideration left her free to devote her mind to
René. All her thoughts had been concentrated during her sleepless night
upon this one question--how to manage the one while keeping the other,
now that the two men had seen and understood each other? Break with the
Baron? She had thought of it, but how could it be done? She saw herself
caught in the web of lies which she had spun for her husband this many a
year. Their mode of life could not be kept up without the aid of her
rich lover. To break with him was to condemn herself to immediately seek
a new relationship of the same kind. On the other hand, to keep
Desforges meant breaking with René. The Baron, she had said to herself,
would never understand that in loving another she was not robbing him of
a whit of affection. Do men ever admit such truths? And now he was kind
and considerate enough not even to mention whatever he had noticed.
Never, even when paying the heaviest bills, had he appeared so generous
as at that moment, when, by his attitude, he allowed her to devote
herself to the task of winning back her young lover and the kisses she
neither could nor would do without.
'He is right,' she said to herself when Desforges had gone; 'he is my
best friend.' And immediately, with that marvellous facility women
possess for indulging in fresh hopes on the slightest provocation, she
was ready to believe that matters would arrange themselves as easily on
the other side. As she lay at full length on the sofa, her fingers idly
toying with the pretty little watch, her thoughts were busied with the
poet and with the means she should employ to win him back. She must
examine the situation carefully and look it full in the face. What did
René know? This first point had been already answered by himself; he
had seen both her and the Baron come out of the house in the Rue du
Mont-Thabor. Now Desforges, from motives of prudence, never went out the
same way as she did. René must therefore know of the existence of the
two exits. Had he seen her leave her carriage and walk as far as the
entrance in the Rue de Rivoli. It was very probable. If chance alone had
brought him into contact with her first, and then with the Baron, he
could have drawn no conclusions from the double meeting. No, he must
have watched her and followed her. But what had induced him to do so? At
their last interview at the beginning of the week she had left him so
reassured, so full of love and happiness! There was only one thing that
could possibly have caused a revival of suspicion so violent as to lead
him to watch her movements--Claude's return. Once more a feeling of rage
against that individual came over her.
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