'Do you think,' he said, 'that René will not be all the stronger for
this trial--more able to exercise and to develop that talent in which
you at least believe, Monsieur l'Abbé? If we writers could evolve our
ideas as easily as a mathematician solves his problems on the
black-board, and enunciate them, coolly and calmly, in well-chosen and
precise terms--why, every one would set up as an author instead of
turning engineer or lawyer. They would only require patience, method,
and leisure. But writing is a different thing altogether.' He was
getting more excited as he went on. 'To begin with, one must live, and,
to know life, in every one of its peculiar phases, become acquainted
with every possible sensation. We must experiment upon ourselves. What
Claude Bernard used to do with his dogs, what Pasteur does with his
rabbits, we must do with our heart, inoculating it with every form of
virus that attacks humanity. We must have felt, if only for an hour,
each of the thousand emotions of which our fellow-man is capable, and
all in order that some obscure reader in ten, a hundred, or two hundred
years' time may stop at some phrase in one of our books and, recognising
the disease from which he is suffering, say, 'This is true.' It is
indeed a terrible game, and we run a terrible risk in playing it.
Greater even than that incurred by doctors, for they run no risk of
cutting themselves with the dissecting knife nor of being struck down
when visiting a cholera hospital. It was nearly all over with poor
René, but when he next writes of love, jealousy, or woman's treachery,
his words will be tinged with blood--the red blood that has coursed
through his veins--and not with ink borrowed from another's pen. And it
will make a fine page, too, one that will swell the literary treasures
of that France you accuse us of forgetting. We serve our country in our
own fashion. That fashion may not be yours, but it has its greatness. Do
you know what a martyrdom of suffering has to be endured before an
_Adolphe_ or a _Manon_ can be dragged from the soul?'
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