But was not such union to be found? The inner or moral beauty, without
which a woman is more bitter than death to the heart of a right-thinking
man, and the outer or physical glamour that enables her to attract and
captivate his grosser nature--was not such complete and supreme harmony
to be found in those creatures whom the accidents of birth and fortune
have surrounded by the attributes of real aristocracy, and whose
personal charms are in keeping with their surroundings? Was not Madame
Moraines an example of this? In any case, that was the poet's first
impression of her, and he took a delight in strengthening this
impression by argument. Yes, he was sure that this woman, whose soothing
image floated through his brain, did indeed possess that double
charm--not only beauty and grace superior to Colette's, but a soul as
unsullied as Rosalie's. The refinement of her manners, the sweetness of
her voice, and the ideality of her conversation gave abundant proofs of
it.
René walked on, his mind occupied with these thoughts, and his eyes
fixed upon a sort of mirage that made him insensible to all around him.
He awoke from this fit of somnambulism on reaching the end of the Pont
des Invalides, and found himself in the middle of the Avenue d'Antin.
His footsteps had mechanically turned towards the quarter where dwelt
the woman to whom his thoughts were so constantly recurring that day. He
smiled as he remembered how often he had made a pilgrimage to this Rue
Murillo when Gustave Flaubert still lived there. René was such an
ardent admirer of the author of the 'Tentation' that it had always been
a great treat to him to gaze up at the house of the eminent and powerful
writer. How long ago those times seemed now, and how rapturous they
would have been had he then known that the woman who was to realise his
fondest ideal would live in that very street! Should he go and see her
to-day? The question became more pressing as time advanced. One sweep
more of the large hand round the dial, and it would be five o'clock--he
could see her. He could see her! The idea of this being a real
possibility took such a hold upon his mind that all the objections his
timidity could devise arose at once. 'No,' he muttered, 'I shall not go;
she would be surprised to see me so soon. She only asked me to come
because she knew all the others had invited me. She did not want to seem
less polite.'
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