'What pleases me, too, so much in the "Sigisbée,"' she observed, in her
sweet, musical voice, 'is the faith in love portrayed there--the horror
of coquetry, of lies, of all that dishonours the most divine sentiment
of which the human soul is capable. Believe me,' she added, resting her
head upon her hand as if in deep reflection, and regarding René with a
look of such seriousness that it seemed to concentrate all her thoughts;
'believe me, the day that you doubt the reality of love you will cease
to be a poet. But there is a God who watches over genius,' she went on,
with a kind of suppressed emotion. 'That God will not permit the
splendid gifts with which he has endowed you to be sterilised by
scepticism--for you are a believer, I am sure, and a good Catholic?'
'I was,' he replied.
'And now?' she asked, with a look almost of pain on her face.
'I have my days of doubt,' he answered in simple fashion. She was
silent, whilst he sat gazing in speechless admiration at this woman who,
in the vortex of Society life, could still ascend to a world of higher
and nobler ideas. He did not stop to think that there was something
degrading--something like an attempt to gain cheap applause--in parading
before a stranger--and what else was he to her?--the most sacred
feelings of the heart. Although he had in his uncle, the Abbé Taconet,
a perfect example of a true Christian soul, he was not surprised to hear
Madame Moraines combine in one sentence two things so completely foreign
to each other as a belief in God and the gift of writing plays in verse.
He knew nothing except that to hear her voice once more, to see in her
blue eyes that expression of true faith, to gaze upon the curl of her
dainty lips, to feel her presence near him now, always, and for ever, he
would have braved the direst perils. Amid this silence the singing of
the tea urn in a corner of the little _salon_ became more perceptible.
Suzanne passed her hand with its well-polished nails over her eyes;
then, with a smile of apology for having dared, ignorant as she was, to
broach such serious problems to a great mind like his, she suddenly
changed her theme as lightly as some women will offer you a sandwich
after having discussed the immortality of the soul.
'But you have not come here to be preached at,' she cried, 'and I am
forgetting that I am only a worldly woman after all. Will you have a cup
of tea? Then come and help me make it.'
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