A Lost Leader: A Tale of Restoration DaysTownshend, Dorothea
History
A Lost Leader: A Tale of Restoration Days
Townshend, Dorothea
Great Britain -- History -- Restoration, 1660-1688 -- Juvenile fiction
She ate, and drank, and laughed. The colour came back to her cheeks,
and the light to her eyes. The sunbeams caught her disordered curls,
and played hide and seek in the golden web. Her voice was cool, but
not icy, as on the previous evening, only cool, and fresh, and dainty,
like the cool air that came in delicate wafts across the water.
But time was flying, flying cruelly fast, he knew. Soon the sails of
the _Good Hope_ would be in sight, and never again might he kneel so
near his lady. Now or never, before this last chance was snatched from
him, he must tell his tale.
"Madam," he began, "this is, perhaps, the last time I may have a word
with you in private. Will you give me leave to speak, and entreat your
pardon for much that has passed?"
Audrey's head was turned away; it rose a little more proudly, but no
answer came for a minute. Then, "I think you have need to ask it,"
came in muffled tones.
He paused, doubtful what to do. His line of action ought to depend on
her state of mind, and who could guess what that might be? She could
hardly fail to be indignant with Mr. Marshman, but on which of the many
counts was she angry with him? He had argued over the case so often in
his mind that he had become desperate of any conclusion, and out of his
very desperation a wayward hope began to whisper that possibly, just
possibly, as she now knew through Mr. Marshman of the marriage
contract, she might even accuse him of carelessness, and hold him to be
but a laggard in love. Was she now punishing him for having exposed
her to Mr. Marshman's misapprehension, or was she merely troubled and
cast down? Who could guess anything while she kept her head turned
stiffly away. A wild desire seized him to take her by her pretty
shoulders, and turn her round.
"Will you not let me see your face?" he pleaded. "What prisoner would
dare sue for mercy if the judge turned his back?"
His voice was not used to the tone of deference, even when he entreated
there was something of command in it. He leaned over, and took her
hand, and slowly she turned her head towards him.
"I know not," he said gently, "what Mr. Marshman may have dared to say
to you, but I do entreat of you to believe whatever he said was without
my knowledge or leave to meddle with matters of such privacy. I knew
not that he understood anything of my matters; but I have to ask your
pardon for having spoken unadvisedly in his presence."
"I am glad he was not your ambassador," answered Audrey, rather coldly.
"And more I have to confess," he continued. "I see now how cowardly a
thing I did in hiding in your house, and bringing you into all this
peril--for that also I do most heartily ask your forgiveness."
"It was by my asking you came to my house," she answered, in rather a
lofty tone. "If I chose to run risks, it was by mine own will; in that
matter there is not anything to pardon."
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