A Lost Leader: A Tale of Restoration DaysTownshend, Dorothea
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A Lost Leader: A Tale of Restoration Days
Townshend, Dorothea
Great Britain -- History -- Restoration, 1660-1688 -- Juvenile fiction
Audrey's face grew whiter and whiter as she spelt out the painfully
written words, and, as she ended, she staggered back against the wall
and covered her face with her hands. Any thought of marriage, save as
a vague sort of fairy tale, was so remote from her mind, that this
formal negotiating of her destiny struck her like a blow, and she felt
absolutely sick with the shock. To her proud and virginal mind it
mattered nothing that this was an old story, forgotten for two years
past. It was nothing to her that marriages at that time were almost
invariably a matter of family arrangement. She had been brought up
with so much more personal liberty and independence than most girls of
her day, that the idea that she had been talked over, bargained for,
was unendurable! And gradually, as the whole plan came home to her, a
burning flush crept over her face. She felt outraged, insulted. Wild
indignation with every one filled her heart. Her grandfather, General
Harrison, Richard, every one was detestable. No one was to be trusted!
They had dared to talk of her, to dispose of her, as if she were a mere
chattel! Better poverty, neglect, anything, than such an insult. But
then there rushed back on her with a sudden revulsion of feeling, all
that might have been, all she had once possessed, and she dashed the
letter on the ground and burst into a passion of tears. Alone,
friendless, she realized her position--she was brought face to face
with all she had lost. While she looked on her grandfather as a feeble
old man depending on her young strength, he had foreseen how helpless
she would be one day, he had known what a woman needed, he had been
planning her future for her. A future of wealth and dignity, a gallant
and handsome young husband, loving kins-folk, all as gay as a fairy
tale, and all vanished like a fairy dream!
Her tears were partly remorseful--that she could have been angered at
any thought of his, shamed her! But she could not but give some sorrow
to all that was gone--her grandfather dead and forgotten, her father in
exile, she herself a prisoner, General Harrison--she shuddered to
remember his fate, Richard Harrison--"Alas, I had not thought Captain
Harrison was one of those summer friends who forsook us when our wealth
was lost! 'Tis pity I should have discovered what he hath made such
good speed to forget!" She stood a while sunk in thought, then she
shook herself. "Fie, what a peevish maid I grow! This was but talk
between grandfather and the poor general; and then grandfather died and
the general ran mad on the Fifth Monarchy, and was put in prison, and,
most like, Captain Harrison never heard a word of the matter! 'Tis
midsummer madness to dwell on it now. Fie! Audrey Perrient, a modest
maiden should not waste thoughts on such matters! But 'tis lucky I
knew not of this when I found him fainting in the woods, or I protest I
should have been too shamefaced a fool to have succoured him?"
CHAPTER X.
ESCAPE.
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