France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Psychology -- Fiction
With an effort Jeanne swallowed a mouthful. Hélène looked at her for a
time, but soon again began dreaming of the fatal room which she had
come from. It did not escape the child that her mother took little
interest in her now. As the dinner came to an end, her poor wearied
frame sank down on the chair, and she sat there like some bent, aged
woman, with the dim eyes of one of those old maids for whom love is
past and gone.
“Won’t mademoiselle have any jam?” asked Rosalie. “If not, can I remove
the cloth?”
Hélène still sat there with far-away looks.
“Mamma, I’m sleepy,” exclaimed Jeanne in a changed voice. “Will you let
me go to bed? I shall feel better in bed.”
Once more her mother seemed to awake with a start to consciousness of
her surroundings.
“You are suffering, my darling! where do you feel the pain? Tell me.”
“No, no; I told you I’m all right! I’m sleepy, and it’s already time
for me to go to bed.”
She left her chair and stood up, as though to prove that there was no
illness threatening her: but her benumbed feet tottered over the floor
on her way to the bedroom. She leaned against the furniture, and her
hardihood was such that not a tear came from her, despite the feverish
fire darting through her frame. Her mother followed to assist her to
bed; but the child had displayed such haste in undressing herself that
she only arrived in time to tie up her hair for the night. Without need
of any helping hand Jeanne slipped between the sheets, and quickly
closed her eyes.
“Are you comfortable?” asked Hélène, as she drew up the bedclothes and
carefully tucked her in.
“Yes, quite comfortable. Leave me alone, and don’t disturb me. Take
away the lamp.”
Her only yearning was to be alone in the darkness, that she might
reopen her eyes and chew the cud of her sorrows, with no one near to
watch her. When the light had been carried away, her eyes opened quite
wide.
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