After a pretense at supper I clutched my cold pipe for company and crept
out to the seat. I did not light up. Burning tobacco makes for solace at
most times, but I knew my erstwhile cherished weed would be an affront
to my taste and a stench in my nostrils that night. And as I sat, humped
over and almost a-shiver because of the powerful emotions which had been
racking me for forty-eight hours, and more, thinking of all I had lost,
the Prince of Demons leaped full armed upon me, all unexpectedly, and
his assault was fierce. At first I crouched under it sinisterly, as a
man will when an evil takes him unawares. But another moment my heart
and mind and soul had arisen simultaneously to my rescue, and together
we fought a good fight. I doubt me if many unwritten battles were harder
contested. Thus, beneath the stubborn resistance of my staunch and
faithful allies, the Enemy's violence abated. But presently I knew that
he had changed his tactics only, and had not withdrawn. For there he
crouched on the bench just across from me, apparently unhurt, while I
realized with much sadness and shame that each of my champions bore
marks of the conflict. I remained silent, hoping my unwelcome visitor
would depart, but instead he began now to leer and smirk at me
ingratiatingly.
"What do you want?" I asked, surlily enough, for my spirit was sore
within me, and this presence was most distasteful.
Said the Devil: "What do _you_ want?"
Thereat he grinned ghastily, and wagged his head, while I felt my heart
turn sick, and my bowels tremble. But I answered:
"I want that which is as far removed from you and your accursed power as
God and his angels--a real woman's love!"
Now he laughed in raucous glee.
"And that's what you have lost--by playing the fool! Is it not so?"
"That's what I have lost--perhaps by playing the fool," I replied.
Said the Devil to me:
"And that very day you went back about sunset, driven by the barbs of
your passion, to tell the old woman the truth. You could not gain
admittance to the house. You saw no one. You have been back twice. You
have laid in wait. But you have failed to get speech with any in the
house. Is it not so?"
I nodded assent.
"Then what?" continued the Devil.
"Hell--and you!" I retorted, in desperation.
Then the Devil edged closer to me along the plank; he seemed to writhe
across it like something with a hurt back. It made my flesh creep to see
him. He leaned toward me through the intervening space, and stretching
out his ugly, snake-like neck, hissed:
"Honor and virtue are lies! Pleasure is truth. Take her--"
Up I sprang, fist at shoulder, and lunged at that fiendish visage with
all the power of my body. I hit nothing, the impetus of the stroke
wheeled me entirely around, and there stood mine Enemy, hands on hips,
shaking with silent laughter.
I stood and glared at him in angry helplessness.
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