Filled with mingled emotions, all primal, all superlative, so that my
head seemed encircled with a close fitting metal band, I took up my
march to Hebron along the dusty road. My mood was reckless. I wanted to
see that little she-cat whose low vindictiveness was at the bottom of my
present luckless plight. I would neither spare nor choose my words.
There was no gallantry lurking in my soul now to temper the accusations
born of an outraged and agonized spirit. I felt sorry for the little
priest, for he loved her well. But innocent suffer with and for the
guilty daily. It is part of that plan we are told to accept blindly, and
when we question it, however meekly and with the true and earnest desire
for light, we are haled forth with a rope around our necks as heretics
and atheists. Father John would have to witness the destruction of an
idol, for I was merciless, and knew the power was within me to beat down
any brazen denial this creature might utter. A mighty strange thing is
love, my masters!
Across the home-made bridge I tramped, striding heavily. A figure stood
in the door of the smithy, leather-aproned, tall and strong. I strode up
the slope with bent head, and reached a point opposite him before I
looked at Buck. Arms akimbo, sturdy legs apart, a grin on his face which
broke into a low, deep chuckle as he caught my eye. I almost stopped,
while my fists knotted with the instinct of a savage. But I went on,
that rumbling, mocking laugh echoing in my ears. He knew she was gone.
Perhaps he had something to do with her leaving. That insulting,
gloating chuckle could easily give rise to a suspicion of the sort, or
it may have been he was in equally bad case, and had simply adopted that
method of tormenting me.
I gained the priest's house with a feeling such as I imagine a tiger
possesses when it gathers itself together to spring upon its prey. It
was entirely alien to my nature, but it had been born of circumstance,
not of my will, and I made no effort to remove or curb it. The front
door was closed, probably against the heat. I pounded upon a panel with
my fist, ignoring the gentler and more refined summons it is customary
to give with the knuckles. As I stood waiting, restlessly turning from
side to side, I observed that the shades to the two windows visible were
drawn to within a foot of their respective sills. At this discovery a
wild and reasonless alarm seized me. I renewed my hammering on the door,
and even seized the knob, shaking it vigorously. A key grated and the
door was opened, revealing the gaunt face and bony form of Marie, the
housekeeper. Wonder and a sort of terror shone in her bright black eyes.
"Father John!... Miss Drane!" I exclaimed roughly, brushing past her
into the hall. "Where are they? In the library? I must see them both at
once--together!"
I stopped and glared at the woman with a menacing forehead.
"His rev'rence an' Mees Bereel ees not here!" she said, simply and
calmly.
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