How my heart ached for my vanished Dryad that afternoon! Let another
opportunity come! Nay, let her but come, and I would make the
opportunity. I had dallied. I had not listened to the promptings of my
heart early enough, and now a jealous old woman who did not understand
had snatched her from me. Then came the distracting thought that perhaps
Jeff would fail! Perhaps Granny's plan was deeper than it seemed, and it
might be that she had hurried away to some far and obscure part of the
Commonwealth, or even to another State. The fact that they were poor
presented no foil to this theory. People like her and Gran'fer were not
as poor as they seemed. They never spent except for the absolute
necessities, and during their long life together they had doubtless
saved and pinched until a goodly hoard was stored away in some nook or
hole. I believe I knew Granny's mind. It could never entertain but one
idea at a time, and it was an utter impossibility for her to view both
sides of a question. I pitied her even in my vexation. She had had ample
cause for the course she had adopted, and I was being made to suffer for
the sin of a cultured renegade from the higher world. Granny had decided
that all relations of whatsoever nature must cease between her
granddaughter and myself. She mistrusted me, in spite of the evidences
she had had of my sincerity and honesty. Since I would not go away, then
she would take Celeste away. To carry out her idea, I am sure she would
have sacrificed the savings of years. This was the thought which burned
hotly in my breast now. Then to my mind came the vision of Jeff Angel,
coming dejectedly up the road to my plateau, with the news that the lost
ones could not be found. Oh, it is a terrible thing, my brothers! To be
suddenly and swiftly swept into the maelstrom of a mighty love, and then
to be confronted by the possible loss of the girl who aroused this
feeling.
That night I climbed the peak; climbed it by the soft light of the stars
alone, for the moon was young, and I saw it only after I had reached the
top--a crescent thread of silver cradled on the tops of the trees on the
furthest western range. Up there, between creation and infinity, as it
were, I applied all the philosophy I could bring to bear upon my case. I
got results, too, thank goodness! Had I not been able to persuade my
mind into a certain channel of common sense, I can't say what would have
become of me, for I was idiotically in love. Howbeit, I levied on the
very bases of my reason for strength and guidance, and deep down where
the fundamentals of character perpetually abide, I found that which
saved me.
It was thus my sane self argued with my insane self:
_Insane Self_: If Celeste is not restored to me within a short time, I
shall go wild.
_Sane Self_: What's the good of going wild? Then you will be in no
condition to greet her when she does come, and may lose her forever.
_Insane Self_: I cannot rest, or sleep, until I see her again.
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