Yorkshire (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
This was another of Griff's childishly direct questions. He had got a
little away from his own worries, and was growing responsive to the
interest in his friend's situation. Somewhere, too deep down to be
brought to the surface as yet, was a feeling that a certain plan, if he
could once hit on it, would give all three of them relief.
"He had to. There could be no question of my returning across the
moors, so he was going to sit up here all night, leaving his room to
me. He had packed me off to bed a moment before the nurse came, but I
listened at the head of the stairs and slipped down when he had gone,
to see that everything was nice and warm for him on his return."
"Just as Kate used to do, just as Kate used to do for me," muttered
Griff.
"But it will all have to be fought out again to-morrow," the girl went
on. "And father will guess where I am and fetch me, when they find out
in the morning that I have run away; and that will be the end of it,
if Leo won't let me be strong, instead of just good in a worldly way."
She felt, somehow, that this shaggy, unkempt man was rather on the
plane of the animals, to whom we talk freely of the things that lie
nearest our hearts. She was already losing sight of the bitter personal
grief that had brought him here.
Griff remembered that her father could never in this world come to
fetch her; but that seemed a matter of lighter moment, and he waited to
hear more from her. That fugitive idea was taking more definite shape
in his brain.
"Do you think we ought to wait, year after year, till my hair is grey,
and my face wrinkled, and I'm too unspeakably hideous to give him a
moment's pleasure?" demanded the girl, after a reflective pause. She
leaned forward eagerly for his answer.
"No, I don't," said Griff, with sudden energy. "Take your chance while
you have it, and thank the Lord for every scrap of happiness you snatch
out of the fire."
"Ah, I thought you would be on my side. Will you tell Leo that? Will
you help me to show him that waiting is the only real sacrifice? It is
only me he thinks of, you know, all through, and that makes it all the
harder to bear when I know how blind he is to my needs."
That nascent idea leaped in Griff's brain.
"I can help you to more than that, if once I see my way clear," he said.
She looked doubtfully at him, fearing a return of his first distraught
condition. But his mouth was firm, his eyes bright.
"I don't understand you," she murmured.
"I don't understand myself yet. Give me time.--There's Roddick. Shall I
let him in?" he broke off, as a strong hand was laid on the outer door.
She flushed a little.
"No, I can't let you do that. It is my privilege."
Griff, sitting quietly by the fire, knew that she was lying in
Roddick's arms out there, and for a moment he grudged them their
partial happiness. Then he smiled gravely, and tried to understand how
he might help these two. If only he could find a deed of real charity
to do, he might yet win peace for himself.
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