England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories
In her relations with her male belongings a woman does not expect much.
Certainly not justice, nor reason, nor common sense. That which she
chiefly desires--so those who know inform us--is admiration, and, if
possible, kindness, though the latter is not essential. The one thing
she cannot brook is neglect. Attention of some kind she must have.
Satisfy her soul with this, and she will remain all you desire her to
remain,--_toute femme_,--something for lonely mankind to thank God for.
Stint her, and there is a danger that she will drift into the ranks of
that rather pathetic third sex, born of higher education and feminine
superfluity, which to-day stands apart from its fellow-creatures and
loudly proclaims its loathing for the masculinity of man and its
contempt for the effeminacy of woman, but which seems so far only to
have cast away the rapier of the one without being able to lift or
handle the bludgeon of the other.
Not that Miss Joan Gaymer ran any such risk. She was indeed _toute
femme_, and stood secure from the prospect of being cut off from her
natural provender. Her chief danger was that of a surfeit. She possessed
a more than usually healthy appetite for admiration, and there was never
wanting a supply of persons--chiefly of her own sex, be it said--to
proclaim the fact that in her case the line between appetite and
gluttony was very finely drawn indeed. There was some truth, it is to be
feared, in the accusation, for Joan was undoubtedly exhibiting symptoms
at this time of a species of mental indigestion--what the French call
_tête montée_ and the Americans "swelled head"--induced by an undiluted
diet of worship and homage. Appetite for this sort of thing grows with
eating, and Joan, like her mother before her, was beginning to think too
much of those who supplied her with the meat her soul loved and too
little of those who did not. And as those who did not were chiefly those
who had her welfare most nearly at heart, she was deprived for the time
being of a good deal of the solid sustenance of real friendship.
She was a curious mixture of worldly wisdom and naïveté, and was frankly
interested in herself. She was undisguisedly anxious to know what people
thought of her, and made no attempt to conceal her pleasure when she
found herself "a success." On the other hand, she presumed a great deal
too much on the patience and loyalty of her following. She was always
captious, frequently inconsiderate, and, like most young persons who
have been respectably brought up, was desperately anxious to be
considered rather wicked.
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