It is hard to characterize her talk. Much of it was utterly
unprintable. There were words, words—words! But somehow she seemed
innocent of it all, wholly ignorant of any better manner of
conversation, any better form of life. She grew immensely in my regard
during those few minutes. I have seldom listened to more depraved
language and yet a sort of intrinsic virtue—the light of unsulliable
youth—shone through.
I left them as soon as might be and went to my room. I passed Guiseppe
in the hall, he was muttering to himself strange oaths: "_Dios_"—"_Corpo
de Bacco_"—"_Sapristi_"—"_Nom de nom_." I silently echoed his
multilingual profanity. My passions had not been stirred and, looking
at it in cold blood, I could only disapprove. Norman followed me to my
room. Conversation did not start easily. But when at last I took my
pipe out of my mouth, he cut me off.
"Oh, don’t say it. What’s the use? I’m saying it myself. I wish I had
long ears to wave, so I could bray. There’s only one thing to discuss.
These diggings are as much yours as mine. I’ll take her to a hotel, if
you prefer."
"Here or elsewhere. What difference does the place make?" I growled.
"I haven’t any geographical interest in the case."
He thrust his hands deep in his pockets, paced up and down a minute,
then turned with an abrupt "good-night" and went out. It was a troubled
night for me. The brutal strength of the sex-pull had never seemed so
malignant before. That I had begun to see something lovable in Nina,
only made it worse.
I got up early and although it was Sunday and I had no work at court, I
breakfasted in haste, hoping to get out before they appeared. But
Norman caught me just as I was leaving.
"Come here," he said, with his fingers on his lips.
He led me on tiptoe down the hall. Through his open door I could see
her sleeping. The coil of her black hair and one white arm showed above
the sheet. There was an ugly, half-healed bruise near the elbow. The
painted leer had been washed from her face. A smile came and
went—flickered—on her lips, a wonderful smile of peaceful happiness.
"Am I clean crazy?" Norman whispered fiercely, "or is she beautiful?"
We tiptoed back to the library.
"Can you keep an eye on her for a while?" he said. "I had to have
Guiseppe throw away her clothes—they were too dirty. I must get her
some new ones. It won’t take me long."
But he stopped at the door and came back.
"It’s the way she smiles in her sleep, Arnold, that gets me." He
hesitated a moment, trying to find words to fit his thought. He, who
was usually so glib, had to search now. "You know, they say dreams are
just a re-hash of waking experience. But—well—it isn’t the kind of
smile you’d expect from her. God! I’d like to know what she dreams
about! It almost makes me feel religious. Reminds me of ’Intimations
of Immortality!’"
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