Even the Father was bewildered. He came down to the gateway to meet
me—a fine old figure, leaning on his ebony cane, his undimmed eyes
shining from under his shaggy white eyebrows. He put his arm over my
shoulder as we walked back to the house, as though he was glad of
someone to lean upon. And all through supper he talked to me about my
father and mother. He told me again how my father had died bravely at
the head of a dare-devil sortie out of Nashville. And he told me with
great charm about the time when they had been children. We sat out on
the porch for a while and he went on with his reminiscencing. Then
suddenly he stopped.
"Oh," he said, "how I ramble. You will be wanting to go and call on
Margot."
It was like visiting the ghosts. Margot had aged more than any of my
generation. We were still under forty but her hair was quite gray. Her
face had lost its beauty—pinched out by her narrow, empty life. And yet
as she stood on the porch to greet me, as I came up the walk to her
house, there was much of the old charm about her. There are few women
like her nowadays. I knew many in my childhood—the real heroes of the
great war. The women who in the bitter days of reconstruction, bound up
the wounds of defeat, bore almost all the burdens and laid the
foundations of the new South. They were gracious women, in spite of
their arrogant pride in their breed. They knew how to suffer and smile.
We sat side by side on the porch—leagues and leagues apart. I found it
strangely hard to talk with her. She told, in her quiet colorless voice,
all her news. Her mother had died several years before. Al was married
and established in Memphis and so forth. Just as the supply of news ran
out, a rooster awoke from some bad dream and crowed sleepily.
"Margot," I said, "do you still steal eggs?"
"O Arnold," she laughed, "haven’t you forgotten that? I have—almost. A
long time ago I paid mother back and I saved fifteen dollars out of my
allowance and sent it to the Presbyterian church."
I had always considered myself a fairly honest man, but it had never
occurred to me to make restitution for these childish thefts.
"It was awful," she went on, "why did we do it?"
"Margot," I said, "haven’t you ever committed a worse sin than that?"
She fell suddenly serious. It was several minutes before she replied.
"Yes, Arnold, I’ve been discontented and rebellious."
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