When we got back to the Teepee, we found Ann there, she had put things
in order for us. She took Nina to bed and gave her something to make
her sleep. Then she joined me in the library. She picked up her hat to
go away, but I detained her. And so we sat together through the
afternoon. As I remember we talked very little—except for some
directions she gave me about Nina’s health. At twilight Guiseppe came
in with Marie, whom he had taken for a walk in the park. We all had
supper together. Ann helped me put Marie to bed and then she went away.
It was very comforting, having just lost one friend, to refind another.
There has been no ripple of estrangement between us since. Our love
relation has been the anchor—the steadfast thing—of my later life.
Norman’s will left a comfortable annuity to Nina and the children, the
rest went into his educational endowment. I am a trustee of both sums.
I think they have both been administered as he would have wished.
The baby was a boy. Nina told me that long before its father died, they
had arranged, if it was a boy, to name it after me. I would have
preferred to have called it Norman. One evening, as I was writing in
the library, I glanced up from my paper. Nina was nursing the
youngster, there were tears on her cheeks.
"What’s wrong?" I asked.
"Oh! I wish he could have lived to see the man-child. Sometimes I was
afraid he might grow tired of me. But he would have loved his
son—always. I wish he could have seen him."
But I wish that Norman could have lived to see Nina. I had always a
feeling that he did not entirely appreciate her. She has developed
greatly since his death. Not long afterwards I began to notice long and
serious Italian conversations between her and Guiseppe. And I asked him
one day, jokingly, what they found to talk about so earnestly.
"I am teaching her, Mister Arnold, how to be a lady. Now that their
father, who was a gentleman, is dead, it is necessary that the mother of
the children should be a lady."
Guiseppe is too much of a Republican and Nina too little of a snob for
these words to have anything but the noblest meanings.
"It is difficult for a simple man like me," he went on. "But have I not
been a soldier of liberty on two continents? I have seen many fine
ladies and I tell her about them. And also I have read books."
Nina as well has taken to reading. Painfully she has recalled the
lessons of her brief school days. Of course I have helped her all I
could. She has taken the responsibilities of motherhood in a way she
would scarcely have done if Norman had lived.
It was perhaps a year after his death, that I came home one evening and
found Nina in a great flurry. On tiptoe, her finger on her lips, she led
me into the library and closed the door.
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