France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
He had not been able to forget the pale, proud aristocrat, who had
claimed his love so much against his will and hers; but in his days of
absence he had set her image as far apart as might be, involving himself
in the press of public business, to the exclusion of his thoughts of
her. But now—now that he was about to see her again, the curtain at the
back of his mind lifted, and showed her standing—an image in a
shrine—unapproachably radiant, unforgettably enchanting, unalterably
dear, and all the love in him fell on its knees and adored with hidden
face.
He passed up the Rue des Lanternes and beheld its familiar features
transfigured. Here she had walked all the months of his absence, and
here perhaps she had thought of him; there in the little room had
mingled his name with her sweet prayers. He remembered hotly the night
he had asked her if she prayed for him, and her low, exquisitely
tremulous, "Yes, Citizen."
He drew a long, deep breath and entered the small shop.
It was dark coming in from the glare, but he made out Rosalie in her
accustomed seat, only it seemed to him that she was huddled forward in
an unusual manner.
"Why, Citoyenne!" he cried cheerfully, "I am back, you see."
Rosalie raised her head and stared at him, and she seemed to be coming
back with difficulty from a great distance. As his eyes grew used to
the change from the outer day he looked curiously at her face. There
was something strange, it seemed to him, about the sunken eyes; they had
lost the old shrewd look, and were dull and wavering. For a moment it
occurred to him that she had been drinking; then the heavy glance
changed, brightening into recognition.
"You, Citizen?" she said, with a sort of dull surprise.
"Myself, and very glad to be back."
"You are well, Citizen?"
"And you, I fear, suffering?"
Rosalie pulled herself together.
"No, no," she protested, "I am well too, quite well. It is only that the
days are dull when there is no spectacle, and I sit there and think, and
count the heads, and wonder if it hurt them much; and then it makes my
own head ache, and I become stupid."
Dangeau shuddered lightly. A gruesome welcome this.
"I would not go and see such things," he said.
"Sometimes I wish—" began Rosalie, and then paused; a red patch came on
either sallow cheek. "It is too ennuyant when there is nothing to
excite one, voyez-vous? Yesterday there were five, and one of them
struggled. Ah, that gave me a palpitation! They say it was n’t an
aristocrat. _They_ all die alike, with a little stretched smile and
steady eyes—no crying out—I find that tiresome at the last."
"Why, Rosalie," said Dangeau, "you should stay at home as you used to.
Since when have you become a gadabout? You will finish by having bad
dreams and losing your appetite."
Rosalie looked up with a sort of horrid animation.
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