France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
Aline lay quite still. She was just conscious that Louison was there,
talking a great deal, and that presently she brought her some hot soup,
which it was strangely comfortable to swallow. The little woman was not
ungentle with her, and did not leave her until the half-swoon of fatigue
had passed into deep sleep. She herself was to sleep in the house.
Dangeau had asked her to, saying he might be late, and she had promised,
pleased to be on the spot where such exciting events had taken place,
and convinced that it would be for the health of her husband’s soul to
have the charge of the children for once.
It was very late before Dangeau came home. If the French language holds
no such word, his heart supplied it, for the first time in all the long
years during which there had been no one to miss him going, or look for
him returning. Now the little room under the roof held the long-loved,
the despaired-of, the unattainably-distant,—and she was his, his wife,
caught by his hands from insult and from death. Outside her door he
hesitated a moment, then lifted the latch with a gentle touch, and went
in reverently. The moon was shining into the room, and one long beam
trembled mistily just above the bed, throwing upon the motionless form
below a light like that of the land wherein we walk in dreams. Aline
was asleep. She lay on her side, with one hand under her cheek, and her
loosened hair in a great swathe across the bosom that scarcely seemed to
lift beneath it, so deep the tranced fatigue that held her.
The moon was still rising, and the beam slid lower, lower; now it
silvered her brow,—now showed the dark, curled lashes lying upon a cheek
white with that translucent pallor—sleep’s gift to youth. Her chin was
a little lifted, the soft mouth relaxed, and its tender curve had taken
a look at once pitiful and pure, like that of a child drowsing after
pain. Her eyelids were only half-closed, and he was aware of the
sleeping blue within, of the deeper stain below; and all his heart went
out to her in a tremulous rapture of adoration which caught his breath,
and ran in fire through every vein. How tired she was, and how deeply
asleep,—how young, and pure.
A thought of Hébert rose upon his shuddering mind, and involuntarily
words broke from him—"Ah, mon Dieu!" he said, with heaving chest.
Aline stirred a little; a slow, fluttering sigh interrupted her
breathing, as she withdrew the hand beneath her cheek and put it out
gropingly. Then she sighed again and turned from the light, nestling
into the pillow with a movement that hid her face. If Dangeau had gone
to her then, knelt by the bed, and put his arms about her, she might
have turned to his protecting love as instinctively as ever child to its
mother. But that very love withheld him. That, and the thought of
Hébert. If she should think him such another! Oh, God forbid!
He looked once more, blessed her in his soul, and turned away.
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