France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
Outside, the night had settled heavily, and without the small lantern
which Mlle Ange produced from under her cloak, it would have been
impossible to see the path. A little breeze had risen and seemed to
follow them, moaning among the leafless boughs, and rustling the dead
leaves below. They walked in silence, each with a hand on the heavy
basket. It was very cold, and yet oppressive, as if snow were about to
fall or a storm to break. Mlle Ange led the way up a bridle-path, and
when the grey pile of the château loomed before them she turned sharply
to the left, and Aline felt her hand taken. "This way," whispered Ange;
and they stumbled up a broken step or two, and passed through a long,
shattered window. "This way," said Ange again. "Mon Dieu, how long
since I came here! Ah, mon Dieu!"
The empty room echoed to their steps and to that low-voiced exclamation,
and the lantern light fell waveringly upon the shadows, driving them
into the corners, where they crowded like ghosts out of that past of
which the room seemed full.
It was a small room, and had been exquisite. Here and there a moulded
cupid still smiled its dimpled smile, and clutched with plump, engaging
fingers at the falling garland of white, heavy-bloomed roses which
served it for girdle and plaything. In one corner a tattered rag of
brocade still showed that the hangings had been green. Ange looked
round mournfully.
"It was Madame’s boudoir," she said slowly, with pauses between the
sentences. "Madame sat here, by the window, because she liked to look
out at the terrace, and the garden her Italian mother had made. Madame
was beautiful then—like a picture, though her hair was too white to need
powder. She had little hands, soft like a child’s hands; but her eyes
looked through you, and at once you thought of all the bad things you
had ever done or thought. It was worse than confession, for there was
no absolution afterwards." She paused and moved a step or two.
"I sat here. The hours I have read to her, or worked whilst she was
busy with her letters!"
"You!" said Aline, surprised.
"Yes, I, her godchild, and a pet until—come then, child, until I forgot
I was on the same footing as cat or dog, petted for their looks, and
presumed to find a common humanity in myself and her. Ah, Marraine, it
was you who made me a Republican. Oh, my child, pride is an evil god to
serve! Don’t sacrifice your life to him as mine was sacrificed."
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