France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
He turned away, and bent over his table, arranging a paper here, closing
a drawer there. After a few moments he came to where she stood, and
looked fixedly at her for a short time. His former look she had met,
but before this her eyes dropped.
"Citoyenne," he said slowly, "I ask your pardon. I had hoped that—" He
paused, and began again. "I am no informer—you may have reliance on my
honour and my friendship. I warned you because I saw you friendless and
inexperienced. These are dangerous times—times of change and
development. I believe with all my heart in the goal towards which we
are striving, but many will fall by the way—some from weakness, some by
the sword. I was but offering a hand to one whom I saw in danger of
stumbling."
His altered tone and grave manner softened Aline’s mood. "Indeed,
Citizen," she cried on the impulse, "you have been very kind to me. I
am not ungrateful—I have too few friends for that."
"Do you count me a friend, Citoyenne?"
Mademoiselle drew back a shade.
"What is a friend—what is friendship?" she said more lightly.
And Dangeau sought for cool and temperate words.
"Friendship is mutual help, mutual good-will—a bond which is rooted in
honour, confidence, and esteem. A friend is one who will neither be
oppressive in prosperity nor faithless in adversity," he said.
"And are you such a friend, Citizen?"
"If you will accept my friendship, you will learn whether I am such a
friend or not."
The measured words, the carefully controlled voice, emboldened
Mademoiselle. She threw a searching glance at the dark, downcast
features above her, and her youth went out to his.
"I will try this friendship of yours, Citizen," she said, with a little
smile, and she held out her hand to him.
Dangeau flushed deeply. His self-control shook, but only for a moment.
Then he raised the slim hand, and, bending to meet it, kissed it as if
it had been the Queen’s, and he a devout Loyalist.
It was Aline’s turn to wake and wonder that night, acting out the little
scene a hundred times. Why that flame of sudden anger—that tempest
which had so shaken her? What was this power which drew her on to
experiment, to play, with forces beyond her understanding? She felt
again the weight of his hands upon her, her flesh tingled, and she
blushed hotly in the darkness. No one had ever touched her so before.
Wild anger woke in her, and wilder tears came burning to her burning
cheeks. Truly a girl’s heart is a strange thing. The shyest maid will
weave dream-tales of passionate love, in which she plays the heroine to
every gallant hero history holds or romance presents. Their dream
kisses leave her modesty untouched, their fervent speeches bring no
faintest flush to her virgin cheeks. Comes then an actual lover, and all
at once is changed. The garment of her dreams falls from her, and leaves
her naked and ashamed. A look affronts, a word offends, and a touch
goes near to make her swoon.
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