France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
The past fortnight had gone heavily for Mlle de Rochambeau. Since the
days of the votings she had not seen Dangeau, for he had only returned
late at night to snatch a few hours’ sleep before the earliest daylight
called him to his work again. She heard his step upon the stair, and
turned from it, with something like a shudder. What times! what times!
For the inconceivable was happening—the impossible had come to pass.
What, was the King to die, and no one lift a hand to help? In open day,
in his own capital? Surely there would be a sign, a wonder, and God
would save the King. But now—God had not saved him—he was dead. All
the previous day she had knelt, fasting, praying, and weeping, one of
many hundreds who did likewise; but the knife had fallen, the blood
royal was no longer inviolate—it flowed like common water, and was
swallowed by the common earth. A sort of numb terror possessed Aline’s
very soul, and the little encounter with Thérèse gave it a personal
edge.
As she sat, late into the evening, making good her yesterday’s stint of
embroidery, there came a footstep and a knocking at her door, and she
rose to open it, trembling a little, and yet not knowing why she
trembled since the step was a familiar one.
Dangeau stood without, his face worn and tired, but an eager light in
his eyes.
"Will you spare me a moment?" he asked, motioning to his open door.
"Is it about the copying?" she said, hesitating.
"The copying, and another matter," he replied, and stood aside, holding
the door for her to pass. She folded her work neatly, laid it down, and
came silently into his room, where she remained standing, and close to
the door.
Dangeau crossed to his table, asked her a trifling question or two about
the numbering of the thickly written pages before him, and then paused
for so long a space that the constraint which lay on Mademoiselle
extended itself to him also, and rested heavily upon them both.
"I am going away to-morrow," he said at last.
"Yes, Citizen." It was her first word to him for many days, and he was
struck by the altered quality of the soft tones.
They seemed to set him infinitely far away from her and her concerns,
and it was surprising how much that hurt him.
Nevertheless he stumbled on:
"I am obliged to go; you believe that, do you not?"
"But, yes, Citizen." More distant still the voice that had rung
friendly once, but behind the distance a weariness that spurred him.
"You are very friendless," he said abruptly. "You said that I might be
your friend, and the first thing that I do is to desert you. If I had
been given a choice—but one has obligations—it is a trust I cannot
shirk."
"Monsieur is very good to trouble himself about me," said Mademoiselle
softly. "I shall be safe. I am not afraid. See then, Citizen, who
would hurt me? I live quietly, I earn my bread, I harm no one. What
has any one so insignificant and poor as I to be afraid of? Would any
one trouble to harm me?"
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