"Suppose--something was going to happen?"
"Well, isn't something always going to happen? What especially awful
thing are you afraid is going to happen?"
"Suppose--something was going to happen--to me--because of you?
Suppose--I was going----"
Her voice died away, her eyes fell.
"You don't mean that----"
"I do."
"Good God! It's--it's impossible!"
"Why is it impossible? It's true."
"But, my--my dear girl, it can't be."
"Why can't it be? It is."
"But--you're not sure. How can you be sure? You know, my dear Mabel,
how you do fancy things. I'll bet ten to one that you're mistaken."
"Do you suppose that I haven't tried to make myself think that I'm
mistaken? I wouldn't believe it. But it's no use pretending any
longer; it's sure. What are you going to do?"
"What am I going to do? That's--that's a nice brick to aim at a fellow
without the slightest warning."
"I'm sorry; I can't help it; I must know. What are you going to do?"
"My dear girl, you know that you've no more actual knowledge on such a
subject than I have. I hope--and I think it's very possible--that you
are wrong. Let's, first of all, make sure."
"Very well--we'll make sure. And when we've made sure what are you
going to do--if it is sure?"
"We'll discuss that when we've made sure. Give me a chance to think;
you've had one. It seems that you've guessed, goodness knows how long.
Give me a chance to get my thoughts into order."
"I can't wait; I must know now. What are you going to do--if it is
sure?"
"I'll do everything that a man can do--you know that perfectly well.
You've knocked the sense all out of me! Do give me a chance to think!
Don't look at me with that stand-and-deliver air! Come here, old lady,
and let me kiss those pretty eyes of yours; I can't bear to have them
look like that."
"Don't touch me--don't dare! You say you'll do everything a man can
do. Does that mean you'll marry me?"
"Marry you! Mabel!"
"Don't you mean that you will marry me?"
"My dear girl, it's--it's impossible!"
"Why is it impossible? Are you married already?"
"Good Lord, no!"
"Then why can't you marry me?"
"As if you didn't know!"
"What do I know?"
"As if there weren't a thousand reasons! As if you weren't almost as
well posted in my financial position as I am myself! As if you didn't
know how hard I've found it to pay my way--that, in fact, I haven't
paid it! If I were to marry you, financially there'd be an end of me;
and in every other way! Not only should I be worse than penniless, but
there'd be absolutely no prospect of my ever being anything else."
"I shouldn't be worse off as your wife than I am now."
"Oh, wouldn't you? You would; don't you make any error! I've never
said a word to you about marriage."
"That's true, nor should I have said it to you if it hadn't been for
this."
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