“I'm a failure, Professor. I've spoiled my life by my infernal weak will
and appetite for whisky. I know it as well as you do. But I'm not meant
for a bad man.” There was unspeakable pathos in Saxon's face and words.
“Nobody would call you bad. You are a lovable man when you--keep
straight,” Burgess declared cordially.
“I graduated from the university back in the sixties,” Bond went on.
“You!” Burgess exclaimed.
“Yes, I'm one of your alumni brothers from Harvard. It takes more 'n a
college diploma to make a man sometimes, although this would mighty soon
get to be a cheap, destructible nation, if we should pull the colleges
out of it. The boys I've seen Sunrise make into men does an old man's
heart good to think about! But there's more than book-learning in a
Master's Degree. There must be MASTERY in it. I never got farther 'n
an A.B., partly because Nature made me easy going, but mostly because
whisky ruined me. I finally came to Kansas. I'd have had tremens long
ago but for that. But even here a man's got to keep the law inside, or
no human law can prevent his making a beast of himself.”
Saxon paused, and the professor waited.
“The man that sets the cussed trap for me is a law breaker, an escaped
convict, and a murderer. That's what drinking did for him; drinking and
injustice in money matters together.”
Burgess started and his face grew pale.
“Oh, it's a fact, Professor. There are several roads to ruin. One by
the route I've taken. One may be too much love of money, of women, or
of having your own way. You can ruin your soul by getting it set on one
thing above everything else. Education, for instance, like the Wreams
back there in Cambridge.”
“The Wreams!” Burgess exclaimed.
“Yes, old Joshua Wream sold himself to an appetite for musty old
Sanscrit till he'd sacrifice anybody's comfort and joy for it, same as I
sold out to a fool's craving for drink. You'll know the Wreams sometime
as I know 'em now. Fenneben's only a stepbrother and the West made a man
of him. He was always a gentleman.”
“Go on!” Vincent's voice was hardly audible.
“This outlaw, boot-legger, thief, and murderer was a respectable fellow
once, the adopted son of a wealthy family back East, who began by
spoiling him, lavished money on him, and let him have his own way in
everything. He was a gay youngster on the side, given to drinking and
fast company. He fell in love with a pretty girl, but when she found him
out, she cut him. Then he went to the dogs, blaming her because she had
sense enough to throw him over where he belonged. She fell in love--the
right kind of love--with another man. And this young fool who had no
claim on her at all, swore vengeance. Her family wanted her to marry the
young sport because he had money. They were long on money--her father
was, anyhow. But she would n't do it.”
“Did she marry the one she really cared for?” Burgess asked eagerly.
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