“It’s the Jews,” she said impressively, forgetting, perhaps, the
political position of her friend. “I believe they’ve affected his brain.
He thinks about them all day, dreams about them at night, and talks
about them in his sleep. It’s Jews, Jews, Jews—always Jews! The fact of
the matter is, that in pushing the Expulsion Bill he made a tremendous
mistake; and he knows it, and is suffering from remorse. But in spite of
this he maintains his ground, and won’t budge an inch from his original
standpoint. He is as hard and as obstinate as a piece of flint.”
Patricia turned over the leaves of a magazine with agitation. “Mamie,
ought you to tell me this?” she asked, feeling that she had received a
confidence which should have been withheld. “Do you think your husband
would care for me to know that he is attacked by remorse? Remember, I am
the wife of an exiled Jew.”
“I don’t care anyway,” the little woman returned recklessly. “If you can
act on that knowledge, so much the better. Oh, Patricia! you do not know
what I have suffered during the past two years. You do not know what it
is to have a husband so morose that he will scarcely speak, except to
say something unkind. For the first few months of our married life,
Athelstan was as genial and happy as a boy; but now—now—his only smile
is for Phyllis—never for me.”
She sank on to a chair, a look of wounded pride in her eyes. Patricia
was genuinely sorry, but she scarcely knew what to say. She remembered
the boasted power, the desire to rule which had animated the Countess at
the time of Moore’s proposal. Where was that conquering influence of her
feminine personality which was to have decided not only the affairs of
her husband, but also of the State? Gone—all gone; nay, it had never
been there. For Mamie’s will was far too frail to have ever run counter
to that of the Premier; and now, after repeated storms, only a crushed
and broken spirit remained.
The girl sympathised as best she could, and skilfully drew the
conversation to matters of lighter trend. She did not want to hear such
secrets, and shrank from prying into the private life of her husband’s
enemy. But Mamie was naturally loquacious, and her thoughts expressed
themselves in words almost as soon as they entered her mind. It was
probably this very garrulity which had sent Moore back into his shell;
for knowing that his wife could not be trusted with a secret, he
naturally became more reserved.
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