“I wonder if I could do anything to change Mr. Moore’s opinions,” she
said slowly. “I have seen so much of both sides that I ought to be able
to speak with authority. At present he distrusts me; he has scarcely
spoken a word to me this evening, but of course he may have just felt in
a taciturn mood. If I can win him over from anti-Semitism to common
sense, will you excuse the petticoat interference for once, Mr. Holmes?”
He smiled good-humouredly at her naïve use of his own expression, but
quickly regained his gravity as the door opened to admit the Countess.
The unfortunate little lady seemed full of trouble, and sank on to the
settee with an expression of despair. Athelstan was behaving in a most
ridiculous manner, and declared he would have no trained nurses creeping
about the house.
“He wants me to nurse her myself, with the assistance of an old and
trusted servant of his first wife’s,” she said, in a voice which was
almost tearful. “He says Phyllis has a horror of strangers. But,
Patricia, how can I? I know I’m not strong, and I should be sure to
catch it. My throat feels quite sore already at the mere thought.”
She looked the picture of misery, with her pale face and troubled eyes.
Patricia wondered that she could so easily collapse, but taking pity on
her, made a sudden resolve.
“Would Mr. Moore be satisfied if I undertook to nurse her in your
place?” she said impulsively, without giving herself time to consider
the consequence. “Phyllis will probably remember me; I am not quite a
stranger. And I am a good nurse—I like it. So if you will have me, I am
quite willing to stay.”
Mr. Lawson Holmes cast her a glance of admiration. It seemed to him that
her beautiful eyes shone with the light of heroism; and he recognised
that hers was the material of which soldiers are made. But the Countess
could not conceal her astonishment.
“You!” she exclaimed, starting to her feet. “Oh, Patricia, you _can’t_
mean it? Why should you do it for the child of Athelstan Moore? And
think of the responsibility and the risk. Diphtheria is so infectious.
Are you not afraid?”
“Afraid? No.” The girl met her gaze bravely. “I shall not neglect the
necessary precautions, you may be sure; but even if I do take the
disease, it won’t matter—much. Away from my husband, I don’t care what
happens to me, and that is the very reason why I shall be immune.
Besides, this would be what Lionel calls a _Mitzvah_—a good deed which
brings a blessing. Oh, I should like to do it; it would give me
something to occupy my thoughts!”
Her words unconsciously betrayed the unhappiness of her present
position. Her recklessness with regard to the danger amounted almost to
desperation; and she seemed to have fully made up her mind. So the
Countess, with a feeling almost of awe, went to acquaint the Premier of
her unselfish offer; she could not understand her cousin’s frame of mind
in the least.
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