Patricia found her post no sinecure. The first thing she did was to send
Lady Chesterwood and her little boy to Ivydene; for Mamie’s fear of
infection was so great that she would most certainly have caught the
disease had she remained, even though the south wing in which the child
lay was quite apart from the rest of the house. Moore’s foolish aversion
to professional nurses entailed greater vigilance on the part of the two
physicians who were attending the case, and they were obliged to visit
the Hall three or four times in the course of the day. In reality the
little girl was suffering from a peculiarly mild form of the disease,
but her father was so nervous that the very pronouncement of the word
“diphtheria” had frightened him beyond measure. For himself he
entertained no fear—his was too strong a nature to admit of cowardice;
but his love for his child was passionate almost to excess. Patricia had
never seen anything like it in her life.
His time was divided between Downing Street, the House of Commons, and
Ravenscroft Hall. At the Foreign Office he was dictatorial and shrewd;
in the House his speeches lacked nothing of their usual brilliance; but
as soon as he returned to the Hall he became a different man. The
pomposity departed from him, his step became light, his voice subdued;
and ascending the staircase on tiptoe, the usual question, “How is she?”
fell almost pathetically from his lips. If she were a little better his
happiness knew no bounds, but if worse, his spirits sank to zero; and
one night, when the child was really in danger, there ensued a scene
which the Hall servants remembered for months. The doctors would not
allow him to remain in the room, so he paced the corridor, almost
distraught; and as no one dared say a word to comfort him without the
fear of instant dismissal, he was left to drink his cup of bitterness
alone.
But Patricia, coming off duty an hour later, brought him the welcome
news that Phyllis was asleep and the crisis almost past; and inducing
him to accompany her to the adjoining housekeeper’s room, talked to him
quietly for a little while. She looked pale from lack of sleep, and her
eyes were heavy; but in his stress of mind and self-absorption he
scarcely spared her a thought.
“Do you really think she will get better—on your word of honour?” he
asked, for the hundredth time; “or are you only saying it to comfort me?
I don’t want to be buoyed up by false hopes; I would rather know the
worst. I— Oh dear, how my head seems to spin! Or is it the room that is
going round like a top?”
The girl helped him to a chair, and forced him to take a little brandy.
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