“Very well, I will, as soon as I have given my instructions for the
night to nurse,” he whispered back. “And now, Lady Patricia, I must
insist on you going to bed; otherwise, we shall be having you on the
sick-list too.”
The girl smiled, and quietly withdrew; but although she was tired, she
felt little inclination for sleep. The stray glimpse into the secret
chambers of the Premier’s mind had filled her with all sorts of curious
cogitations, and she could not help pondering on the strange character
of the man. He was evidently suffering either from distorted mental
vision or—as Mamie had said—from remorse; and his recently-grey hair and
haggard features testified that his health was being injured in
consequence. But if that was the case—if his part in connection with the
Expulsion was weighing so heavily on his mind, why did he not seek to
atone for his action by advocating retractive measures? If he were a
brave man—and his brilliant Parliamentary career proved him to be a
morally strong one—why did he shrink from owning himself to have been in
the wrong? Was it cowardice or sheer obstinacy which made him hold on
grimly to his original views in spite of his inmost convictions? And how
long would he be able to maintain that line of conduct—how long before
the great mind would over-balance itself, and travel along the course
which led to insanity? Could it be possible that they should ever see
“_that noble and most sovereign reason, like sweet bells jangled, out of
tune and harsh_?”
But the next morning she found him as abrupt and self-possessed as
usual. All traces of his recent emotion had disappeared, and he had
evidently regained complete command over himself. The child had passed a
better night, and his matutinal visit to the sick-room caused him such
satisfaction that he was able to leave for London almost as soon as the
doctor had been. And that day his dialectics at the Foreign Office were
more irresistible than ever; he was once more his old self, now that the
danger to his child was past.
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