“No,” said Marcia, “father doesn't believe in any of those things, and
mother had got to letting them go, because he didn't take any interest in
them. They did have the first children christened, but I was the last.”
“I didn't speak with your father on the subject,” faltered Mrs. Halleck. “I
didn't know what his persuasion was.”
“Why, father doesn't belong to _any_ church! He believes in a God, but he
doesn't believe in the Bible.” Mrs. Halleck sank down on the garden seat
too much shocked to speak, and Marcia continued. “I don't know whether the
Bible is true or not; but I've often wished that I belonged to church.”
“You couldn't, unless you believed in the Bible,” said Mrs. Halleck.
“Yes, I know that. Perhaps I should, if anybody proved it to me. I presume
it could be explained. I never talked much with any one about it. There
must be a good many people who don't belong to church, although they
believe in the Bible. I should be perfectly willing to try, if I only knew
how to begin.”
In view of this ruinous open-mindedness, Mrs. Halleck could only say, “The
way to begin is to read it.”
“Well, I will try. How do you know, after you've become so that you believe
the Bible, whether you're fit to join the church?”
“It's hard to tell you, my dear. You have to feel first that you have a
Saviour,--that you've given your whole heart to him,--that he can save you,
and that no one else can,--that all you can do yourself won't help you.
It's an experience.”
Marcia looked at her attentively, as if this were all a very hard saying.
“Yes, I've heard of that. Some of the girls had it at school. But I never
did. Well,” she said at last, “I don't feel so anxious about myself, just
at present, as I do about Flavia. I want to do everything I can for Flavia,
Mrs. Halleck. I want her to be christened,--I want her to be baptized into
some church. I think a good deal about it. I think sometimes, what if she
should die, and I hadn't done that for her, when may be it was one of
the most important things--” Her voice shook, and she pressed her lips
together.
“Of course,” said Mrs. Halleck, tenderly, “I think it is the _most_
important thing.”
“But there are so many churches,” Marcia resumed. “And I don't know about
any of them. I told Mr. Halleck just now, that I should like her to belong
to the church where the best people went, if I could find it out. Of
course, it was a ridiculous way to talk; I knew he thought so. But what I
meant was that I wanted she should be with good people all her life; and I
didn't care what she believed.”
“It's very important to believe the truth, my dear,” said Mrs. Halleck.
“But the truth is so hard to be certain of, and you know goodness as soon
as you see it. Mrs. Halleck, I'll tell you what I want: I want Flavia
should be baptized into your church. Will you let her?”
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