Marcia lifted her head and looked into his face: “What--what do you mean,
Bartley?”
“I mean that I never was overcome before in my life by--wine.” He
delicately avoided saying whiskey.
“Well?” she demanded.
“Why, don't you see? If I'd had the habit of drinking, I shouldn't have
been affected by it.”
“I don't understand,” she said, anxiously.
“Why, I knew I shouldn't be able to sleep, I was so mad at you--”
“Oh!”
“And I dropped into the hotel bar-room for a nightcap,--for something to
make me sleep.”
“Yes, yes!” she urged eagerly.
“I took what wouldn't have touched a man that was in the habit of it.”
“Poor Bartley!”
“And the first thing I knew I had got too much. I was drunk,--wild drunk,”
he said with magnanimous frankness.
She had been listening intensely, exculpating him at every point, and now
his innocence all flashed upon her. “I see! I see!” she cried. “And it was
because you had never tasted it before--”
“Well, I had tasted it once or twice,” interrupted Bartley, with heroic
veracity.
“No matter! It was because you had never more than hardly tasted it that a
very little overcame you in an instant. I see!” she repeated, contemplating
him in her ecstasy, as the one habitually sober man in a Boston full of
inebriates. “And now I shall never regret it; I shall never care for it;
I never shall think about it again! Or, yes! I shall always remember
it, because it shows--because it _proves_ that you are always strictly
temperance. It was worth happening for that. I am _glad_ it happened!”
She rose from his side, and took her sewing nearer the lamp, and resumed
her work upon it with shining eyes.
Bartley remained in his place on the sofa, feeling, and perhaps looking,
rather sheepish. He had made a clean breast of it, and the confession
had redounded only too much to his credit. To do him justice, he had not
intended to bring the affair to quite such a triumphant conclusion; and
perhaps something better than his sense of humor was also touched when he
found himself not only exonerated, but transformed into an exemplar of
abstinence.
“Well,” he said, “it isn't exactly a thing to be glad of, but it certainly
isn't a thing to worry yourself about. You know the worst of it, and you
know the best of it. It never happened before, and it never shall happen
again; that's all. Don't lament over it, don't accuse yourself; just let
it go, and we'll both see what we can do after this in the way of behaving
better.”
He rose from the sofa, and began to walk about the room.
“Does your head still ache?” she asked, fondly. “I _wish_ I could do
something for it!”
“Oh, I shall sleep it off,” returned Bartley.
She followed him with her eyes. “Bartley!”
“Well?”
“Do you suppose--do you believe--that Mr. Halleck--that he was ever--”
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