“Then stop, here and now. You've wasted two years' time, but you can't get
it back by throwing more after it. I shouldn't be your friend, I shouldn't
be an honest man, if I let you go on with me, after this. A bad lawyer is
such a very bad thing. This isn't altogether a surprise to me, but it will
be a blow to your father,” he added, with a questioning look at Halleck,
after a moment.
“It might have been, if I hadn't taken the precaution to deaden the place
by a heavier blow first.”
“Ah! you've spoken to him already?”
“Yes, I've had it out in a sneaking, hypothetical way. But I could see
that, so far as the law was concerned it was enough; it served. Not that
he's consented to the other thing; there's where I shall need your help,
Atherton. I'll tell you what my plan is.” He stated it bluntly at first;
and then went over the ground and explained it fully, as he had done at
home. Atherton listened without permitting any sign of surprise to escape
him; but he listened with increasing gravity, as if he heard something not
expressed in Halleck's slow, somewhat nasal monotone, and at the end he
said, “I approve of any plan that will take you away for a while. Yes, I'll
speak to your father about it.”
“If you think you need any conviction, I could use arguments to bring
it about in you,” said Halleck, in recognition of his friend's ready
concurrence.
“No, I don't need any arguments to convince me, I believe,” returned
Atherton.
“Then I wish you'd say something to bring me round! Unless argument is used
by somebody, the plan always produces a cold chill in me.” Halleck smiled,
but Atherton kept a sober face. “I wish my Spanish American was here! What
makes you think it's a good plan? Why should I disappoint my father's hopes
again, and wring my mother's heart by proposing to leave them for any such
uncertain good as this scheme promises?” He still challenged his friend
with a jesting air, but a deeper and stronger feeling of some sort trembled
in his voice.
Atherton would not reply to his emotion; he answered, with obvious evasion:
“It's a good cause; in some sort--the best sort--it's a missionary work.”
“That's what my mother said to me.”
“And the change will be good for your health.”
“That's what I said to my mother!”
Atherton remained silent, waiting apparently for Halleck to continue, or to
end the matter there, as he chose.
It was some moments before Halleck went on; “You would say, wouldn't you,
that my first duty was to my own undertakings, and to those who had a right
to expect their fulfilment from me? You would say that it was an enormity
to tear myself away from the affection that clings to me in that home of
mine, yonder, and that nothing but some supreme motive, could justify me?
And yet you pretend to be satisfied with the reasons I've given you. You're
not dealing honestly with me, Atherton!”
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