“Then I will stay. Do you think it's my duty to go?” she asked, referring
her question first to Halleck and then to Atherton. She turned from the
silence by which they tried to leave her free. “I don't care for my duty,
any more. I don't want to keep him, if it's so that he--left me--and--and
meant it--and he doesn't--care for me any--more.”
“Care for you? He never cared for you, Marcia! And you may be sure he
doesn't care for you now.”
“Then let him go, and let us go home.”
“Very well!” said the old man. “We will go home, then, and before the
week's out Bartley Hubbard will be a perjured bigamist.”
“Bigamist?” Marcia leaped to her feet.
“Yes, bigamist! Don't you suppose he had his eye on some other woman out
there before he began this suit?”
The languor was gone from Marcia's limbs. As she confronted her father, the
wonderful likeness in the outline of their faces appeared. His was dark and
wrinkled with age, and hers was gray with the anger that drove the blood
back to her heart, but one impulse animated those fierce profiles, and
the hoarded hate in the old man's soul seemed to speak in Marcia's thick
whisper, “I will go.”
XXXVIII.
The Athertons sat late over their breakfast in the luxurious dining-room
where the April sun came in at the windows overlooking the Back Bay, and
commanding at that stage of the tide a long stretch of shallow with a
flight of white gulls settled upon it.
They had let Clara's house on the hill, and she had bought another on the
new land; she insisted upon the change, not only because everybody was
leaving the hill, but also because, as she said, it would seem too much
like taking Mr. Atherton to board, if they went to housekeeping where she
had always lived; she wished to give him the effect before the world of
having brought her to a house of his own. She had even furnished it anew
for the most part, and had banished as far as possible the things that
reminded her of the time when she was not his wife. He humored her in this
fantastic self-indulgence, and philosophized her wish to give him the
appearance of having the money, as something orderly in its origin, and not
to be deprecated on other grounds, since probably it deceived nobody. They
lived a very tranquil life, and Clara had no grief of her own unless it was
that there seemed to be no great things she could do for him. One day when
she whimsically complained of this, he said: “I'm very glad of that. Let's
try to be equal to the little sacrifices we must make for each other;
they will be quite enough. Many a woman who would be ready to die for her
husband makes him wretched because she won't live for him. Don't despise
the day of small things.”
“Yes, but when every day seems the day of small things!” she pouted.
“Every day _is_ the day of small things,” said Atherton, “with people
who are happy. We're never so prosperous as when we can't remember what
happened last Monday.”
“Oh, but I can't bear to be always living in the present.”
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