“But you wouldn't have believed that, Clara,” said Atherton. “You know
that, whatever that poor creature's faults are, coquetry isn't one of
them.”
Clara only admitted the fact passively. “How did he excuse himself for
coming back?” she asked.
“He didn't excuse himself; he defied himself. We had a stormy talk, and he
ended by denying that he had any social duty in the matter.”
“And I think he was quite right!” Clara flashed out. “It was his own
affair.”
“He said he had a concrete purpose, and wouldn't listen to abstractions.
Yes, he talked like a woman. But you know he wasn't right, Clara, though
_you_ talk like a woman, too. There are a great many things that are not
wrong except as they wrong others. I've no doubt that, as compared with the
highest love her husband ever felt for her, Ben's passion was as light to
darkness. But if he could only hope for its return through the perversion
of her soul,--through teaching her to think of escape from her marriage by
a divorce,--then it was a crime against her and against society.”
“Ben couldn't do such a thing!”
“No, he could only dream of doing it. When it came to the attempt,
everything that was good in him revolted against it and conspired to make
him help her in the efforts that would defeat his hopes if they succeeded.
It was a ghastly ordeal, but it was sublime; and when the climax
came,--that paper, which he had only to conceal for a few days or
weeks,--he was equal to the demand upon him. But suppose a man of his pure
training and traditions had yielded to temptation,--suppose he had so far
depraved himself that he could have set about persuading her that she owed
no allegiance to her husband, and might rightfully get a divorce and marry
him,--what a ruinous blow it would have been to all who knew of it! It
would have disheartened those who abhorred it, and encouraged those who
wanted to profit by such an example. It doesn't matter much, socially, what
undisciplined people like Bartley and Marcia Hubbard do; but if a man
like Ben Halleck goes astray, it's calamitous; it 'confounds the human
conscience,' as Victor Hugo says. All that careful nurture in the right
since he could speak, all that life-long decency of thought and act, that
noble ideal of unselfishness and responsibility to others, trampled under
foot and spit upon,--it's horrible!”
“Yes,” answered Clara, deeply moved, even as a woman may be in a pretty
breakfast-room, “and such a good soul as Ben always was naturally. Will you
have some more tea?”
“Yes, I will take another cup. But as for natural goodness--”
“Wait! I will ring for some hot water.”
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