Halleck laughed in bitterness of soul as his thought recurred to Atherton's
reasons. “Because,” he said, “you have a _public_ duty in the matter.
You must keep him bound to you, for fear some other woman, whose husband
doesn't care for her, should let _him_ go, too, and society be broken up,
and civilization destroyed. In a matter like this, which seems to concern
yourself alone, you are only to regard others.”
His reckless irony did not reach her through her manifold sorrow. “Well,”
she said, simply, “it must be that. But, oh! how can I bear it! how can I
bear it!”
The time passed; Olive did not return for an hour; then she merely said
that the little girl had just fallen asleep, and that she should go back
and lie down with her; that she was sleepy too.
Marcia did not answer, but Halleck said he would call her in good time
before they reached Indianapolis.
The porter made up the berths of such as were going through to St. Louis,
and Marcia was left sitting alone with Halleck. “I will go and get your
father to come here,” he said.
“I don't want him to come! I want to talk to you--to say something--What
was it? I can't think!” She stopped, like one trying to recover a faded
thought; he waited, but she did not speak again. She had laid a nervous
clutch upon his arm, to detain him from going for her father, and she
kept her hand there mechanically; but after a while he felt it relax; she
drooped against him, and fell away into a sleep in which she started now
and then like a frightened child. He could not release himself without
waking her; but it did not matter; her sorrow had unsexed her; only the
tenderness of his love for this hapless soul remained in his heart, which
ached and evermore heavily sank within him.
He woke her at last when he must go to tell Olive that they were running
into Indianapolis. Marcia struggled to her feet: “Oh, oh! Are we there? Are
we there?”
“We are at Indianapolis,” said Halleck.
“I thought it was Tecumseh!” She shuddered. “We can go back; oh, yes, we
can still go back!”
They alighted from the train in the chilly midnight air, and found their
way through the crowd to the eating-room of the station. The little girl
cried with broken sleep and the strangeness, and Olive tried to quiet her.
Marcia clung to Halleck's arm, and shivered convulsively. Squire Gaylord
stalked beside them with a demoniac vigor. “A few more hours, a few more
hours, sir!” he said. He made a hearty supper, while the rest scalded their
mouths with hot tea, which they forced with loathing to their lips.
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