Mrs. Gaylord rolled up the sewing in her work-basket, and packed it away
against the side, bracing it with several pairs of newly darned socks and
stockings neatly folded one into the other. She took her time for this,
and when she rose at last to go out, with her basket in her hand, the door
opened in her face, and Marcia entered. Mrs. Gaylord shrank back, and then
slipped round behind her daughter and vanished. The girl took no notice of
her mother, but went and sat down on her father's knee, throwing her arms
round his neck, and dropping her haggard face on his shoulder. She had
arrived at home a few hours earlier, having driven over from a station ten
miles distant, on a road that did not pass near Equity. After giving as
much of a shock to her mother's mild nature as it was capable of receiving
by her unexpected return, she had gone to her own room, and remained ever
since without seeing her father. He put up his thin old hand and passed it
over her hair, but it was long before either of them spoke.
At last Marcia lifted her head, and looked her father in the face with a
smile so pitiful that he could not bear to meet it. “Well, father?” she
said.
“Well, Marsh,” he answered huskily. “What do you think of me now?”
“I'm glad to have you back again,” he replied.
“You know why I came?”
“Yes, I guess I know.”
She put down her head again, and moaned and cried, “Father! Father!” with
dry sobs. When she looked up, confronting him with her tearless eyes, “What
shall I do? What shall I do?” she demanded desolately.
He tried to clear his throat to speak, but it required more than one effort
to bring the words. “I guess you better go along with me up to Boston. I'm
going up the first of the week.”
“No,” she said quietly.
“The change would do you good. It's a long while since you've been away
from home,” her father urged.
She looked at him in sad reproach of his uncandor. “You know there's
nothing the matter with me, father. You know what the trouble is.” He
was silent. He could not face the trouble. “I've heard people talk of a
heartache,” she went on. “I never believed there was really such a thing.
But I know there is, now. There's a pain here.” She pressed her hand
against her breast. “It's sore with aching. What shall I do? I shall have
to live through it somehow.”
“If you don't feel exactly well,” said her father “I guess you better see
the doctor.”
“What shall I tell him is the matter with me? That I want Bartley Hubbard?”
He winced at the words, but she did not. “He knows that already. Everybody
in town does. It's never been any secret. I couldn't hide it, from the
first day I saw him. I'd just as lief as not they should say I was dying
for him. I shall not care what they say when I'm dead.”
“You'd oughtn't,--you'd oughtn't to talk that way, Marcia,” said her
father, gently.
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