A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 2 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 2 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
I had known from the moment of my entering the room that there were
strangers in it, but I had not dared to glance their way. Amy’s
announcement of her lover’s name had come too unexpectedly to permit
me to form any fixed idea upon the subject, excepting that it was the
same as mine had borne, and yet, when Mrs Rodwell repeated it with the
familiar prefix, strange to say, I seemed to hear it with no second
shock, but to have known the bitter truth all along.
Not so, however, Bruce Armytage; for Mrs Rodwell’s introduction was
scarcely concluded before I heard his voice (unforgotten through the
lapse of years) exclaim, ‘Miss Lacy!’ in a tone of surprise, which could
not but be patent to all.
Cold and pulseless as I had felt before, the mere tones of his voice
sent the blood rushing from my heart to my head, till the room and the
tea-table and the group of living figures swam before my dazzled eyes. I
felt my weakness, but I determined all the more that no one else should
guess at it, and mentally stamped upon my heart to make it steady against
the moment when its energies should be required.
‘You have met Mr Armytage before, Lizzie?’ said Mrs Rodwell, with a
pleasant astonishment.
Then I lifted my eyes and looked at him. Good God! What is the vital
force of this feeling, called love, which Thou hast given to us, far
oftener to prove a curse than a blessing, that after years of separation,
coldness, and neglect, it has the strength to spring up again, warm and
passionate as ever, at the sight of a face, the tone of a voice, or the
touch of a hand? Has nothing the power to trample life out of it? Will
it always revive when we think it most dead, and turn its pale mutilated
features up to the glare of day? Shall our mortal dust, even when
coffined in the mould, stir and groan and vainly strive to make itself
heard, as the step of one whom we have loved passes sorrowfully over the
fresh grass beneath which we lie?
I lifted up my eyes, and looked upon Bruce Armytage, to be able to say
truly if I had met him before. Yes, it was he, but little altered during
our five years of separation, excepting that he had passed from a boy to
a man. He coloured vividly beneath my steady gaze; for a moment I thought
he was about to seize my hand, but my eyes forbade him, and he shrank
backward.
‘Mr Armytage and I _have_ met before,’ I said, with a marvellous
quietness, in answer to Mrs Rodwell’s previous question—‘when I was
living in my old home at Fairmead; but that is so many years ago that we
are nothing but strangers to each other now.’
At these words any purpose which he might have entertained of claiming me
as an old acquaintance evidently died out of Bruce Armytage’s mind; for,
retreating a few paces, he bowed coldly to me, and took a seat, where his
proper place now was, by Amy’s side.
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