A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
I looked at my watch. It was three o’clock, and already the early birds
on the look-out for the worm had begun to herald the dawn with a few
faint twitters in the trees in the cloister. I threw off my clothes
impatiently, and lying down in my bed, gave myself up, not to sleep,
but reflection on what was best to be done. I had not the slightest
doubt left as to the cause of the noises I had heard. My landlady might
ascribe them to rats, but were she closely questioned she would probably
acknowledge the truth—that she knew the sounds to proceed from spirits,
popularly called ghosts; which accounted for all her hesitation and
change of countenance when speaking to me about the apartments, also for
the low price she asked for her rooms, and her evident wish to dissuade
me from sitting up at night.
Naturally the poor woman was afraid she should never secure a lodger if
the truth were known; but as far as I was concerned, she was altogether
mistaken—I was not afraid of her ghosts. On the contrary, as I lay in bed
and thought on what had just occurred, I congratulated myself that, by a
third strange coincidence, my visit to Norwich promised to turn out all
that I could desire.
I must ‘lay’ these ghosts, of course—i.e., if they interfered with my
graver work; but to have the opportunity of doing so was the very thing
my heart was set upon. Is my reader surprised to hear this? Then I must
take him further into my confidence.
When I confessed I was an author, Press writer, amateur detective, and
father of six children, I did not add the crowning iniquity, and write
myself down a believer in ghosts and spiritualism. Every man acknowledges
himself a spirit, and to have been created by the power of a spirit.
Most men believe that spirits have the capability of free volition
and locomotion, and many that they have exercised these powers by
re-appearing to their fellow spirits in the flesh. But to assert publicly
that you believe in all this because you have proved it to be the truth,
is to throw yourself open to the charge of being a dupe, or a madman, or
a liar. Therefore I had preferred until then to keep my faith a secret.
My children’s bread depended in a great measure on the reputation I kept
up as a man of sense, and I had not dared to risk it by attempting to put
my theories into practice. Not that I was entirely ignorant of the rules
pertaining to the science of spiritualism. Under cover of the darkness
that hides all delinquencies, I had attended several circles gathered
for the sole purpose of investigating the mysteries of other worlds; but
it had always been accomplished with the utmost secrecy, as my wife was
hysterically disposed, and the mere mention of a spirit would have upset
the house for days together.
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