She was well enough now to take longer drives; and she found strange,
lonely canyons, wild and beautiful, where yellow waters burst through
rocky barriers with roar and fury,--tortuous, terrible places, such as
she had never dreamed of. Coming back from one of these drives, two
days after her conversation on the piazza with Peter Roeder, she met
him riding a massive roan. He sat the animal with that air of perfect
unconsciousness which is the attribute of the Western man, and his
attire, even to his English stock, was faultless,--faultily faultless.
“I hope you won't object to havin' me ride beside you,” he said,
wheeling his horse. To tell the truth, Kate did not object. She was a
little dull, and had been conscious all the morning of that peculiar
physical depression which marks the beginning of a fit of homesickness.
“The wind gits a fine sweep,” said Roeder, after having obtained
the permission he desired. “Now in the gulch we either had a dead
stagnation, or else the wind was tearin' up and down like a wild beast.”
Kate did not reply, and they went on together, facing the riotous wind.
“You can't guess how queer it seems t' be here,” he said,
confidentially. “It seems t' me as if I had come from some other planet.
Thar don't rightly seem t' be no place fur me. I tell you what it's
like. It's as if I'd come down t' enlist in th' ranks, an' found 'em
full,--every man marchin' along in his place, an' no place left fur me.”
Kate could not find a reply.
“I ain't a friend,--not a friend! I ain't complainin'. It ain't th'
fault of any one--but myself. You don' know what a durned fool I've
bin. Someway, up thar in th' gulch I got t' seemin' so sort of important
t' myself, and my makin' my stake seemed such a big thing, that I
thought I had only t' come down here t' Helena t' have folks want t'
know me. I didn't particular want th' money because it wus money. But
out here you work fur it, jest as you work fur other things in other
places,--jest because every one is workin' fur it, and it's the man who
gets th' most that beats. It ain't that they are any more greedy than
men anywhere else. My pile's a pretty good-sized one. An' it's likely to
be bigger; but no one else seems t' care. Th' paper printed some pieces
about it. Some of th' men came round t' see me; but I saw their game. I
said I guessed I'd look further fur my acquaintances. I ain't spoken to
a lady,--not a real lady, you know,--t' talk with, friendly like, but
you, fur--years.”
His face flushed in that sudden way again. They were passing some of
those pretentious houses which rise in the midst of Helena's ragged
streets with such an extraneous air, and Kate leaned forward to look at
them. The driver, seeing her interest, drew up the horses for a moment.
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