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"Yes," she continued, "that was true--that is true. It is all I can do;
but I can do it, I have done it, I shall continue to do it! Mr. Camran,
I esteem you beyond the power of language to express. Your kindness,
your consideration, your generosity have affected me wonderfully. Some
day you will know to what extent. But there can be no relation between
us nearer than the one we now occupy. Never, never, never!"
She had covered every point, but like suitors the world over I would not
believe her.
"Answer me a few questions," I said. "Yes, in justice to my proposal,
which I cannot but feel does honor to both of us. Do you mean to say
that your final declination of my offer is based on the fact that I read
your private correspondence?"
"No, it would have been the same without that," she answered. "Let me
add that I forgive you freely for what you did in that respect."
"Is it because--I want to understand perfectly--you think it
dishonorable to wed a man richer than you, whose acquaintance you made
in an unusual way?"
She shook her head in negation.
"Is there, then, anything that you have heard, or suspect, against my
reputation?"
Again she shook her head decidedly.
I took up her letter and read:
If I were of his social grade--if I could have retained the position
in which I was born, he would be my ideal. Such thoughts, alas! are
not for your poor friend, Marjorie.
"Those words mean something," I said, earnestly.
Tears came into her eyes.
"Mr. Camran, do you think it is fair to press me like this?" she asked,
with a sob.
"There is an adage," I replied, "that all is fair in love. To give you
up means to shatter my existence. I have been a reckless boy. With you
as my wife I would make a worthy man--worthy of you, of myself, of the
noble line from which I sprung. I fear, and I say it deliberately, that
if I lose you I shall sink again into the depths from which I have
escaped."
"All that," she said, gently, "you said when your friend Statia gave you
the same answer I am compelled to give now."
"It is jealousy!" I exclaimed, excitedly. "You are angry because I asked
her, before I had even seen you! Very well. But, understand what you are
doing! I cannot go through the agony I suffered a year ago."
She sprang up, as if to ward off an impending danger, and came so near
that her face was within six inches of mine.
I looked her squarely in the eyes.
"You cannot fascinate me in that way!" I cried, bitterly. "You have
ruined a man who has taken you from poverty and given you for two
months, at least, the life of a lady. Don't put your hands on me!" as
she attempted to touch my shoulder. "I have finished with you. Take the
advance payment you have had and go to your home, if you have one. But,
remember, by your own agreement, the clothes in which you stand belong
to me. Take them off before you leave this room, give them up, or I will
strip them from you by force!"
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