Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Novelists -- Fiction; Secretaries -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction; West Indies -- Fiction
For the next hour I pushed my pen over the stationery, replying to the
missives I had received, and also sending brief notes to several of my
other friends. When this was finished I went to Miss May's door to speak
to her, and found her absent. Looking over the veranda railing I saw her
at some distance, frolicking with Laps, the dog, apparently having
recovered her spirits, which were rather low when I left her.
Glancing back into her room I noticed that a letter she had just written
lay open upon the table. To save my soul I could not resist going in,
taking it up and reading it. My curiosity about her was intense. There
might be something in this letter, either to confirm my belief in her or
to dash it to the ground. At any rate, though the act was repulsive to
my nature, I could not help taking advantage of the opportunity.
Dear Helen [was the way the letter read]:--Many thanks for your
sweet note. I am glad to say I can set your mind at rest at once
regarding my fate. Mr. C. is one of the kindest men I ever knew. I
have lost the apprehension which I had in regard to him during the
first few days of our voyage and am as happy as I hoped to be when I
told you of the engagement. I only wish you could have seen him
before we sailed. You would not wonder I was so pleased to go,
though, of course, I had to hide my feelings when talking with him
about it.
I will try to describe him to you. He is rather above the medium
height, four or five inches taller than I, I should think. His hair
is brown. He wears a mustache, but no beard--a nearly blonde
mustache that adds a charm to a sensitive and finely cut mouth. His
eyes are hazel. He is slightly pale, owing to the illness of which I
told you, but he has gained immensely since we started. When he
smiles I never saw a more engaging countenance; when he is troubled
the clouds are like those of a summer sky, and the first puff of
wind blows them away.
I do not mean to tell you he is perfect in everything. He has not
led the best life always, I am afraid, and with a different woman
for his constant companion there might be a another story to tell.
But when he shows signs of getting unruly, I never fail to quiet him
with the right word. He is a gentleman, after all, and I am sure he
will never be else than that to me.
Helen, dear, I must tell you a great secret. I have all I can do to
prevent myself falling head over ears in love with the man. If I
were an unscrupulous young woman I believe I could make him care a
great deal for me. As I look at it, such a course would be wholly
disreputable. He is impulsive and might say things he would regret
later in his life. So I keep my heart as quiet as I can, in his
presence. He will not guess what I have confided to you and what I
never shall tell to another.
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