I wish I could be living near to love you day and night,
To let no trouble touch you, or annoy,
I wish I could be dyin’ here to rise a spirit light,
If them above ’ud let me win you joy.
And now I wish no wishes, nor ever fall a tear;
Nor take a thought beyond the way I’m led:
I mind the day that’s overby, and bless the day that’s near,
Then be to come--a day, when we’ll be dead;
A longer, lighter day, when we’ll be dead.”
Mary read this quickly, with a catch in her breath; then slowly;
finally with eyes so dim, that she could scarcely distinguish the
words, and her tears pattered down upon the pages.
This pathetic and touching lament reopened the gates of the poor girl’s
grief. Misery stalked in, and resumed the seat from which, time, youth,
and summer, had almost dislodged her.
Fifteen months previously, a brother officer on the trooper had given
the book to Ulick. Ulick, still smarting from his separation, had found
that the lines exactly interpreted his own feelings, and in a spasm of
imprudent impulse had posted the book to Mary the very day he landed in
Bombay.
And now Mary had received it at last. The poem recalled a bygone
ecstasy that could never, never return, and in a passion of despair,
anguish, and rebellion she cast herself face downwards in the soft June
grass. She might have been lifeless, she remained there so long, and
lay so still; but the birds in the thorn hedge and the bees among the
clover knew better. They heard her low, stifled sobs. It was only a
girl who had lost something--or who had been robbed of her all. Well,
they had known the experience themselves!
The June evening was five years ago, and Mary, like the birds, had
outgrown her heartbreak.
As she stood leaning on the gate for the last time, dreamily reviewing
the past years, there was a loud rumbling, whizzing sound, and a
red motor shot by, leaving a cloud of dust and a hideous smell of
petroleum. This same motor had not travelled half a mile before it
broke down. The by-road was covered with sharp, loose stones, and a
tyre was punctured.
“It will be nothing much,” announced the chauffeur, “but it will take
time.”
“What do you call time?” inquired Sir Harry Coxford.
“About an hour, sir.”
“An hour! How is that hour to be killed?” drawled his companion and
host.
“I know”--slapping his leg. “I noticed a pretty girl at a gate about a
quarter of a mile back--just below a cottage. Let us go and have a look
at her, and a talk.”
“Let us go anywhere and stretch our legs, as long as it is not far.”
“You lazy beggar! I never met your match. You wouldn’t walk half a mile
to look at a pretty face, eh?”
“Not five yards to look at the prettiest face in Ireland. Come on. Lead
the way to the miraculous beauty at the gate. I bet you a sov. she is
ugly, or she has gone.”
“Done!” rejoined Sir Harry, and they strolled along down the straight
road towards the corner.
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