Experience had not effaced the first mysterious impression made on the
little child's mind by the wheeled chair and its occupant. If there was
one person in the world who had power to guide and control this
high-spirited lad, it was Lord Cairnforth. And as the latter moved his
chair a little round, so that he could more easily look out into the
garden and see the graceful figure sauntering among the flower-beds, it
was evident by his expression that the earl loved Helen's boy very
dearly.
"He is a fine fellow, and a good fellow as ever was born, that young man
of yours. Still, as I have told you many a time, he would be all the
better if he were sent to college."
"For his education?" I thought Duncan was fully competent to complete
that."
"Not altogether. But, for many reasons, I think it would be advisable
for him to go from home for a while."
"Why? Because his mother spoils him?"
The earl smiled, and gave no direct answer. In truth, the harm Helen
did her boy was not so much in her "spoiling"--love rarely injures
--as in the counteracting weight which she sometimes threw on the
other side--in the sudden tight rein which she drew upon his little
follies and faults--the painful clashing of two equally strong wills,
which sometimes happened between the mother and the son.
This was almost inevitable, with Helen's peculiar character. As she sat
there, the sun shining on her fair face--still fair; a clear, healthy
red and white, though she was over forty--you might trace some harsh
lines in it, and see clearly that, save for her exceeding unselfishness
and lovingness of disposition, Mrs. Bruce might in middle age have grown
into what is termed a "hard" woman; capable of passionate affection, but
of equally passionate severity, and prone to exercise both alike upon
the beings most precious to her on earth.
"I fear it is not a pleasant doctrine to preach to mothers," said Lord
Cairnforth; "but, Helen, all boys ought to leave home some time. How
else are they to know the world?"
"I do not wish my boy to know the world."
"But he must. He ought. Remember his life is likely to be a very
different one from either yours or mine."
"Do not let us think of that," said Helen, uneasily.
"My friend, I have been thinking of it ever since he was born--or, at
least, ever since he came to Cairnforth. That day seems almost like
yesterday, and yet--We are growing quite middle-aged folk, Helen, my
dear."
Helen sighed. These peaceful, uneventful years, how fast they had
slipped by! She began to count them after the only fashion by which she
cared to count any thing now. "Yes, Cardross will be a man--actually
and legally a man--in little more than two years."
"That is just what I was considering. By that time we must come to some
decision on a subject which you will never let me speak of; but by-and
by, Helen, you must. Do you suppose that your son guesses, or that any
body has ever told him, what his future position is to be?"
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