Christine's eyes wore an anxious, terrified expression. "I was taken ill
just afterwards," she answered, in a weak voice. "But please, Fräulein,
say nothing about it now: I hear Jakob coming; he is too anxious, and I
am a great deal better."
Her husband entered. Johanna was startled by his gloomy, haggard looks.
"The gracious Fruleen!" he cried, and tore off his hat.
Johanna thought she detected a shade of reproach in his tone. "I did not
know that Christine was ill, or I should have come long ago," she said.
"Why did you not send me word? I should have been so glad to do
something for her."
"Thanks, gracious Fruleen," he replied; "she has wanted for nothing. The
Klausenburg doctor has been here every day, and she has had plenty of
medicine,--there, little one, is a fresh bottleful,--and she shall have
whatever she wants to eat and drink, if I have to run miles for it." He
laughed, and ran his fingers through his bushy red hair, so that it
stood out all over his head.
Christine looked at him beseechingly. "Yes, yes, Fräulein," she said,
"he has tended me as if I were a princess. He is on his feet day and
night."
"That's the part you tell!" he interrupted her; "but that it is all my
fault----"
"Jakob, what did you promise me?" the sick woman implored him, lifting
her clasped hands.
"That I would not speak evil of any one," he answered, gloomily, "and I
won't. But I may tell of what I have done myself. Yes, gracious Fruleen,
it is my fault, the fault of my bad temper, that the poor little thing
is lying there, disappointed of her pleasure in soon having a child
again. And when I see her, as patient as a lamb----But if she dies----"
He raised his sound arm and shook his clinched fist. "If she dies----God
in heaven!"
With this cry he sank back into a chair, covered his face with his
hands, and sobbed aloud.
Christine half arose. "Let me! let me!" she begged, trying to resist
Johanna's efforts to detain her.
"See now, I always do her harm," he said, gently putting her back among
the pillows. "Be good, child, and reasonable for both of us. I cannot
be, for I have nothing but you; and whoever takes you from me, whether
it be a man or God Almighty----"
She pressed her hand upon his lips. "Hush, hush!" she said, "do not
blaspheme. I am better. We shall stay with each other for a while yet.
Let us pray for it; try to, for my sake."
He turned away. "Whatever you please for your sake, but I cannot pray
any more."
"He will learn how to again," Johanna interposed. "But now, Christine,
you must not worry,--for Jakob's sake you must not. To lie still and be
nursed is all you have to do. I am sorry I must go now, but I will come
soon again, and send to you meanwhile--Jakob will let me send you
something to strengthen you."
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