Dr. Wolf also arose. "I have another commission to fulfil. The old
Freifräulein Thekla sent for my father, begged him to come himself to
Hanover to transact this affair, to give you her affectionate greetings,
and then to let her know how you are. What shall I write to him?"
"That I am well," she said.
"Well!" the young man repeated. "Pardon me, Fräulein, I cannot believe
it."
Johanna turned to him. "Herr Doctor," she said, with some haughtiness.
"Pardon me," he said again, looking her sadly in the face. "I have
scarcely seen you, but I know that this is no fitting home for you. How
long can you endure it? For the present you do so, because you feel that
you are needed here, but what will you do when that need no longer
exists?"
Johanna blushed crimson. "Herr Doctor," she began, "these are
questions----"
"Which you think I have no right to put," he completed her sentence; and
then went on, in his gentle, persistent voice, "I knew that I should
have to allude to what it would be most painful to you to have
mentioned, but it is best to tell you frankly how matters stand. The old
Freifräulein confided to my father that the purchase of the jewels is a
mere pretence. The Freiherr has parted with you; but he cannot endure to
think of you, without means, exposed to the vicissitudes of life. His
pride will not allow him openly to offer you a helping hand, and yet he
feels it his duty to support you. Meet him half-way."
"Impossible!" Johanna declared.
He was silent for a while. "Pray do not let this be your final
decision," he entreated. "Reflect; think how long and sad the life has
been that has made your grandfather so hard, and be you all the gentler.
The repentance is bitter that comes too late." He stroked back his hair
from his forehead, and added, as if in self-reproach, "I pray you to
forgive my presumption! You do not know; I may one day, perhaps, be able
to explain----There is a certain community of suffering between us. I
will call in a few days for your answer to the Freiherr."
And, without waiting for a reply, he took his leave.
CHAPTER XXV.
A WAGER AND AN ADVISER.
Johanna was much agitated. Again she felt bitterly her separation from
Dönninghausen, and she was also suddenly assailed by anxiety with regard
to her future. The young man was right. When she should be no longer of
use as Lisbeth's nurse she could not remain with her step-mother; and
what then?
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