For a long while he paced thus. Suddenly he stopped in the middle of the
room and stood erect with an effort, then resumed his walk, muttering
in the deep, low tones which his people so dreaded, "I have been wrong,
and am suffering for it! I ought to have known that between
Dönninghausen and the daughter of a player there yawns a gulf which
nothing can bridge over. But I am grown old, Thekla; old and weak! I
loved the girl more than any other of my children's children. I thought
I recognised in her my own thoughts, my own feelings, my own ideas of
right and honour. All wrong, Thekla! The illusions of a weak old man, or
a farce played by a girl. They say her father was a great man among the
players." And again he laughed loud and scornfully.
"Johann, dear Johann, you are wrong!" sobbed Aunt Thekla.
The Freiherr paused before her. "You are right," he said, more gently.
"She did not deceive me intentionally, she was not false; only given
over to the curse that cleaves to her blood. It is not her fault; it is
and must always be mine for bringing her here, and for all but wasting
upon her the name of our race. Thank heaven!" he went on, after a pause,
laying his hand heavily upon his sister's shoulder,--"thank heaven, it
did not come to that. And I make a vow now to myself and to all of you
that from this hour there shall be no more of such weakness. I will not
waste another thought upon this unfortunate creature. All the strength
and force yet left me shall be devoted to Dönninghausen, and my care
shall be for the genuine children of my house who do honour to me and to
my name."
Thekla pressed her brother's hand to her lips, and wept afresh.
"Be quiet!" he said, with rough cordiality. "'Close up the ranks' must
be the order to obey in life as on the battle-field. The fewer the
survivors, the more they must cling together. I think we Dönninghausens
can stand our ground."
Thekla made no reply. The thought of Otto and Magelone closed her lips.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
THE TERRACE-COTTAGE.
Batti made no opposition to Johanna's plans further than was demanded by
courtesy; in fact, he was glad not to have opposite him at every meal
her dark, serious eyes, in which he read now melancholy, and now, as it
seemed to him, reproach. And Helena soon contrived to persuade him to
consent to leave Lisbeth with her sister when they left Hanover,
representing to him that the child would be more likely to overcome the
repugnance she now felt to the circus if she were to hear and see
nothing of it for a time.
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